I don’t want to do this anymore. I’m faking everything. My smile only comes in the light, when it’s dark tears come running down my face. Nobody will see them and nobody will think of me as the sad depressed girl. So I fake being happy for everybody else’s agenda. I fake wanting to be here. But it’s okay because tomorrow I will wake up and put a smile on for the day. Which is going to be horrible because everyone hates me. I must just be a monster nobody can stay friends with me. At least that is what my adoptive mom says.
It’s so tiring having to fake everything
right. but then if u even show a ounce of sadness everyone thinks you’re faking it
No one ever thought I was faking it they just thought it was too much to handle or be around.
wow I’m sorry