I dont want to be here anymore! Im sick of being miserable and making everybody else miserable too. What is the point anymore? They say to think of your family and I know they love me but maybe I'm selfish. Ever think of that!? Maybe I would rather die than live another day in the loop of depression. I just want to be okay! why can't I be okay?

I physically can't. I am stuck in one room with basically nothing. 

There is a bed, some clothes, and a desk. I am miserable. 

I have internet access. But not to most sites.

Mental Health

जैसे पर्वत पे घटा झुकती है 
जैसे सागर से लहर उठती है 
ऐसे किसी चेहरे पे निगाह रुकती है

3am Thoughts

Post number : 12 

We might think why it is important to be always good to others ? 

But think what if people are bad to you in the same way you are to others ?

More or less there is someone who is counting on your actions!

God 🙏

Life

When I was younger I didn't realise the gravity few words and phrases held. Now that I am older I wish I knew better, I guess this is what learning feels like

Lonely

hey guys!! i was just having this conversation with my friends and he has actually made me a bit mad ngl ahaha. i am 5 foot 5 right, and i said that in my personal opinion i would want a boy who is over 6 foot. and he called me shallow? i said we are all allowed to have our own preferences and opinions. i said you probably want a girl who is really skinny has big boobs and a big bum. he said yes but i want her to have shaped boobs. i said so its ok for you to have an opinion on physical appearance but for me, a girl to have one thats not ok? i swear boys are so controversial. i dont understand why hes crying tbh, hes 6 foot 3. 
anyways guys just wanted to share that 😂😂

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Now&Me 101

Like valves in the heart , 
The keys beats the tempo on
that old piano.




The ebony wood
Shines by the silver moonlight,
The stars dance around.




The silence gone now,
ripped off by these silk-like notes 
Vibrating through air.




Million wave comes,
scarring the old piano.
Then silence begin.




Worth to fix it? No.
Valuable with its marks?
Shown past and future.




Like good reminder,
Point, with no begins or end,
The frozen moment.




Scar-piano, shine!
Like Scorpius on the sky.
Just once more again.




Melody tremmbles,
The heart, guts, soul understands,
Warm, cold then sadly broken.




Like valves in the heart , 
The keys beats the tempo on
broken piano.



19/11/2022

Time

26/11/2022 night 
2 wishes fulfilled 😇💞

I went to a marriage function and saw fireworks during the procession.. In general, I have just heard their noise and thus wanted to watch them so badly. Finally, I could watch and adore it. They were really as beautiful as shown in series/movies... . I kept on watching them and it felt so good. 
While returning, I was in scooty with my dad.. When I looked up at the sky, I saw so many stars and I was just like.. Is it real? I'm really seeing these many stars today? I started counting them. The number kept on increasing as I was going forward. And at last, it was more than 20. It was so beautiful to see all those stars altogether in one place. It might be the first time I saw such a collection of stars or I might have seen them years ago about which I don't even remember. 

So finally, I witnessed the beauty of fireworks and stars with a broad smile on my face and joy in my eyes. 

Affirmations

It's silly that i believed in people are meant for each other. We all changes but in different directions and in between we lose connections.
I always say she is my bestie. But i know it's out of habit i say but not of love .we might have split years ago without even noticing. We rarely call rarely talk...we blame our busy schedule but both know it is not the case.we just drag along may be out of anxiety that it's better to have a friend to call a friend or we just scared of each other that we know a lot of secrets....

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts