I don't really know what to do.. 

I failed badly the first time. I got so depressed and I couldn't really study anything.. everything felt so heavy to do.. I'm scared of my second try.. I don't really have any faith in me.. and no one else believe in me either.. they all-metal included" expect me to fail again. I don't know how to try again.. I'm feeling lost and lonely.. I wish I had someone to guide me through this but I'm all alone..  

 I have a feeling that I will just fail again.. I just want to hear that everything will be OK

3am Thoughts

Expectations cause the most pain to a person, especially when they are from someone close. Their smallest words can hurt you, and these things you cannot share with anyone, nor compare your situation with someone else's, because both are very different.

No matter how simply you try to explain your inner turmoil to someone, they cannot understand it unless they have gone through the same path.

And we cannot stop having expectations from our loved ones, because where there is love and care, a little expectation is natural. 

A person gets hurt by their own expectations, and before they realize it, they climb the ladder of expectations again with the help of hope.


- queen 👑

Hey Andrew where you gone I said that I have some work why you disconnect I just wanna a friend like you ....

Very bad, scared, my heart is beating fast

Breakup



I’m feeling restless, I had matched with this girl online on a dating app straight away our conversation went so good that we connected on Instagram, and we use to talk everyday after a month or so my dad got hospitalized so i didn’t check the app for couple of days once i check she had texted me so i told her what had happened, she understood things were okay then the next week she went to hill station where there wasn’t good network so i couldn’t talk to her and she wasn’t online so i thought she could be busy with some thing after 2 days i got a bit irritated by this but saw that she wasn’t online so kept my cool then she texted me sorry and all explained the network issue so i was okay i told her it’s alright and again we continued to talk then i asked her out this time and she told yes she would like to meet me, so i asked when can we meet she said it’s navratri right now so there is celebrations at her place (fyi she’s a Bengali) so i understand that it’s a big thing for her post the pooja she was leaving for her office work outstation for a week, So she was busy there so the same things repeated i use to text her and she use to reply late and i got a bit restless waiting for her replies, then she came back again here and she had long work days so we couldn’t talk much but now it’s been three days she has seen messages but hasn’t replied to it which makes me upset now when i check her on insta it shows that she was active yesterday but i feel very uncomfortable with this I don’t know if she is ignoring me or is she not interested in me I’m very confused and sad, I like a her alot so I don’t want to ruin whatever we have but I’m not able to keep my calm either, Can you help me?

Confusion

Can someone please let me vent to them I’m having a panic attack and I think I just need to air out my thoughts to someone

Anxiety

ASTROLOGY IS PRECIOUS THINGSS.


ALSO YOU NEED TO CARE THE PRECIOUS PERSON WHO BE WITH YOU IN YOUR HARD TIMES.

Cancer

At times I get really tired of this pretend game. It's hard to pretend that I'm not depressed. 

Feel like shit.
Working on myself since a really long time but at times I feel like ending my life and just escaping from the pain.

It's hard.

But I'm trying

Suicidal Ideation

Sometimes I wish I could shut out the world for just Abit and be me 
Without having to hear the fights, the pain in their voice, without having to sit here and just be 
I wish I could change things, so that she didn't have to here everyone shouting at her, I wish I could give her a better life 
I wish I could do something
I wish I was stronger 
I wish I stood up for her 
I wish I walked in and made everyone shut up for just this once
Maybe one day...

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