Sam @sam66
I donāt really know what to doā¦
I failed badly the first time. I got so depressed and I couldnāt really study anythingā¦ everything felt so heavy to doā¦ Iām scared of my second tryā¦ I donāt really have any faith in meā¦ and no one else believe in me eitherā¦ they all-metal included" expect me to fail again. I donāt know how to try againā¦ Iām feeling lost and lonelyā¦ I wish I had someone to guide me through this but Iām all aloneā¦
I have a feeling that I will just fail againā¦ I just want to hear that everything will be OK