I don't know why but i don't open up with my friends. I don't want to tell them my career plans and what's happening in my life and they think that I'm not good as they are.

you may be right but I think it's not about insecurity. I also want that they will succeed in life. The main problem is that I don't want to openup with them, I don't get such kind of vibes with them that I want.

I'd say that it's your insecurity speaking, TBH. It's the same with me. I don't like sharing my career goals with anyone. When I see my friends doing better than me, I feel anxious that It should've been me. Given that I hustled more than they did. (At least, from what I saw)

Life becomes the worst when one loses all friends or the friends who really were there for you everytime but now suddenly they start ignoring you and start cutting you off. According to me, one should never leave someone to be all alone as the person could really breakdown and by the passage of time, he/she might lose the will to live happily.

Life

You know my friends removed me from the WhatsApp group , just for the reason that i don't drink with them .... What do you think ?is it my fault 

3am Thoughts

Is it weird that I feel like my friends are forgetting me? I have a group of friends whom I have known since middle school and we ended up going to different high schools. We were the best of friends and every time we plan on going to the cinema or eating out, they never ask me, they tell me and we plan it out together. But now we made new friends in our current schools but I still talk to them, well one out of the two. I get that we're busy and stuff but they never bother to say hello first and it just makes me feel irrelevant. out of the two friends, I still talk to one and we're still close and recently he invited me to picnic with him and the other friend, however,  instead of feeling excited I feel like I'm intruding and I starting to feel like it's not my place anymore to be with them. The worst part is that I chose to go to a different school because it had a subject that would help with my future career and I feel like it's my own fault for letting this happen.

Friends

I struggle maintaining friendships and feeling as though I am not a bother to others, so often times I "ghost" friends, even though I don't mean to, I just feel like I'd be a bother to them. 
I go into college next year, and although I am excited about meeting new friends I am very very nervous, because I'm really shy. 
Right now, I don't really have anyone that is a friend, sometimes it bothers me and other times I feel as though I feel better with no friends. 
The only person besides my family I have is my boyfriend, and we are in a LDR. He is a year older than be and sometimes I feel like he doesn't care about what I'm saying, and that I have to beg for him to be affectionate. Him and I have been dating for almost three and a half years now. 
I know I can often take things the wrong way, he really might be busy, but I feel like a burden to even the person who has been the most consistent in my life besides my family. 
Whatever happens happens I guess. I'm just a little anxious today. 

Relationships

Why is everyone so fake

I feel like I have lost my skill to connect with people. Like i dont have much to offer now in terms of personality and it makes me insecure and not be confident. 

Frustration

how can I maintain the friendship and not have those feelings overpower my emotions
dosti Tod di maine toh nai reh paunga 
aur abhi bhi nai reh paarha 


Hey.i m feeling betrayed  by my friends (i don't  know whether i calm them friend or not)when they  know you well they know your weakness  n make fun of it..criticize  it  ..when i tried to set my boundaries..then their ego got hurt.n they stop talking to me i tried to clear things that ut was affecting  my mental  health n all..but still  they think i m taking sympathy or lying.nd stop talking to me..i feel very low as i have always been there when they needed..tried my best.at one point i felt that they were never my true friends.how to get over this feeling??!i know all i can do is ignore. But its very hard for me as i treated  them as my family.  At the same time the way they r treating  make my heart breaks into thousand  pieces. Why people have so mu h hate to do..why cant they be kinder..why can't  they try to understand  other person's  point of view??

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