I did not use to be like this. I did not choose it - to be the person I am right now. I still ended up here. I’m a pessimistic person and an overthinker which truly are the manufacturing machines of worry and bonus non-existent issues. I often push away the people who care about me. I end up alone. I have issues trusting people, no matter how close they are to me - I can always treat them as if I never knew them.
I have these frequent mood swings. I want to be happy but I create problems for my own self. I end up getting nowhere, making everyone disappointed, and being in a state that sucks to be in but getting out of it is just too hard; I can never really get out of it. My past, the self-hate, & my underconfident self. Everything I do ends up being wrong. I question my existence as nothing I do turns right.
Wow, nice poem bud 😄. Who wrote this?
Rhyming need a bit work though. 💯
Bhavna P. @bhavna_pande
I hear the weight of your struggles, and it’s commendable that you’re opening up about them. It’s important to recognize that seeking support is a strength, not a weakness. Try journaling your thoughts; it can be a helpful way to gain clarity and gradually shift your mindset. My counseling services are here to provide a confidential space for you to explore these challenges. You’re not alone, and there’s support available when you’re ready.
Take care of yourself.
