I cant count now i also dont know how much he lay to me .....he is my first love .... Is very hard for me ... I dont know where to start but i never feel this kind of pain inside me ......what to write what to say i dont know ....... I want to be happy .....ater 1 year also i am at the same place where i start..... When will this pain end ..... I never did something wrong..... 

I feel your pain. I'd suggest you to stop overthinking about it. Pain is temporary and every suffering has its end. I pray you heal with every breath.

Cheating

i don’t know if i love him, but i care for him deeply and so much. so much that i’ve put everyone aside for him, so much that i’ve rejected anyone else for him, so much that i choose him every single time and so much, that i have to let him go. it’s been too long, too many years of him and i, but i have to let go because we are holding ourselves back and as much as it’s gonna hurt, i’ll get over it and eventually so will he. 

Breakup

Hello everyone, 
I am new to this but I really wanted to vent this out. There is this guy which I had known for like 5 years now and we had a kind of situationship going on. Recently I moved to some other city. We have been texting daily and he's been asking me when will I come, he misses me etc etc. I decided to go travel to his place ,spent money on the tickets, lied to my parents for this guy and when I reached here he changed his mind and said he doesn't want to meet anymore and that he won't be able to come as he's stuck in some work . There wasn't any reason too, I  was just shook. I always thought I meant something to this person but  I guess I have been wrong always, he doesn't even care if I am good or not. I feel horrible doing this for someone who doesn't even values it. I planned so much for him and now I feel like a total stupid person

Relationships

Why can't I freaking move on,I didn't even date him it sucks and hurts I just can't take it anymore, it's so obvious that he loves another girl so why can't I just move on I hate myself for this and it really hurts I can't take it anymore 

One Sided Love

He says I'm his best friend, we watch movies in night together where he keeps me close, he caress my head, he looks and smiles at me all the time, how do I prevent myself from falling for him!? Because I guess I really need to because he so actively uses Bumble! We are not committed so of course he can use it, but why does he want to use it!?? I know just because I feel for him it's not necessary he does too, but then what's up with all the love (like mentioned in 1st line)!! I feel so stupid for falling for him, I think I should detach myself from me, create distance, but I really don't know!

Don't know what to do my boyfriend i want to check on him that he will betray me or cheat me because he was like that and I'm insecure about it and he didn't understand my feelings he thinks if i want old school type of love for him that is bullshit if i need attention or want him to pamper me so he reply with that be mature don't act like attention seeker, if i express my feelings in front of him like I'm feeling insecure or you'll cheat me than he say it's my fault that I'm overthinking and he is doing his best he can but actually he is doing in his comfort zone.

Boyfriend

So there is this boy who I like n he likes me back....but the thing is he had proposed me 1 yr back n I rejected becoz I wanted to heal up ..After I rejected some months later he started dating some1 else..but now I have started to have feelings for him. ....is it ryt wat m doing ...I can't control my feelings ...m I bring the 3rd person between them ?

Overthinking

So today I am going to tell you my story I like a guy and I don't whether he like me back but we are pretty good friends. Just giving a backdrop he has so many mood swings sometimes he will literally act like he is your boyfriend and sometimes he will act like he even don't know you.

But today something different happen, means he is getting even closer to me in terms of friendship and keep checking on me but today when we are in school bus so I was standing in the bus and was studying something. He was behind me and I didn't realized that he pat on my neck and then asked me to come with him when I agreed he literally grabbed my waist and it was like heart blow out I was really nervous and didn't knew how to react but when he left my waist it was like a whole big explosion in my head, heart which I can't even explain through words.

I don't know was it just a friend gesture or was it something. I even don't want to know or plan it I just want to live in the moment.


LGBTQ

Okay so here's the thing there's this guy I've dated him for a while on and off and now we r on the sem page again that we like each other and today he proposed me so idk what should I really do i mean our rltnshp never works and now after seeing all my friends in rltn i too want to have a serious rltnshp with him but I'm scared too what if didn't work 

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