I am worried about myself I just wants to kill myself. I just wants to hurt myself. I felt empty. I want ro ran away. But if I will ran away what does will they say about my studies. I’ll have to repeat and continue to look down on me. I need a fucking person who will listens with my rants and all. They say I need a guy but isn’t it involving in love life would be too much for me? I have so many things I am thinking of. And I don’t want to add another one.