I am tired of crying , tired of living , tired of going through the same pain everyday , tired of being cursed at , tired of being scolded at , tired of everything , and i hope mom and dad you know the reason that all this is because of you , everyday i loose a little hope to live , everyday i am getting closer to self harm all over again

It’s so sad that you’re having such a hard time right now. Fortunately, even though the pain you’re suffering today feels unique to you, it actually isn’t-

“What has been is what will be,
And what has been done will be done again;
There is nothing new under the sun.” -Ecclesiastes 1:9

This means that if others in similar or even worse conditions found the help they needed to take control of their lives so can you. Question is, what are you willing to give up to become the very best version of yourself?

Self Harm

I need courage to Confess something to my parents. I am into some problem i am not able to sleep i dont know if i confess it How will my parents react and how will i deal with the outcome i dnt have any other option what should i do

Confusion

One thing parents need to do is stop fighting or arguing in front of their children cause they'll fight and will eventually forget about it but the things we all have to go through is so wrong my parents used to fight in front of me but I grew up now I don't want my brother to go through the same stage cause its worse than hell and your mental health takes a toll and a very bad one 

Mental Health

I think every time I am alone or have nothing else to do I think and trust me when I say this I tend to overthink and it's not healthy, I am indeed aware of this but how do I stop my mind from just overthinking almost everything.
I thought I needed a break but even after that break it's all the same.

Wish I could drink tonight. Vodka shots are the easiest I feel like bit they are still bitter. I don’t know I find the taste of whisky and beer unbearable. It tastes extremely bitter.  But still I wanted to have a vodka shot with lemon tonight. Thinking about its taste only is making me feel nauseous. I am hungry also. Want to eat a subwrap. Koi chalo yr mere saath achaa sa subwrap khane.

3am Thoughts

feeling soo soo alone and left out since my friends have moved to diff cities for college >_<

FOMO

Just been through this excerpt from a podcast. This is majorly in Hindi language🙃 Most of the things are relatable and this gives a holistic approach to fight and overcome depression and suicidal thoughts with professional help.

Link : https://youtu.be/AvjMa9kqlCM

**Brief summary** 
The issues related to depression and suicidal thoughts can be solved by using any(if working on a single area solves it and is sufficient) or a combination of the below:

1) Diet of an individual. This can be discussed with a nutritionist so that an individual’s diet has all necessary nutrients (The video has reference to Ayurveda which may or may not suit everyone, doesn’t suit my body mechanism).

2) Getting in touch with or speaking your heart out to family/friends (those who truly care) or a professional Psychologist.

3) Getting in touch with a Psychiatrist if it’s due to chemical imbalance (when certain chemical aren’t released in the body in required limits).

P.S : I hereby declare I’m not promoting any individual, group or channel. There is no need to trust anyone blindly and everyone has the right to(and should seek) professional help if needed🙏🙏

May the new year bring everything you deserve in life!!
Take care and stay blessed!!

This one time in middle school my crush slap my butt and I never liked her again 😂 

I don't know why I'm like this, sometimes i feel moved by your words, my heart flutters a little bit after hearing how you remember some things I thought you'd forget, I feel thankful when you act like you care despite not knowing whether u actually do or it's just a mannerism. I feel grateful whenever u do the bare minimum just because I'm used to people forgetting I even exist and treating me poorly. I didn't know you could love someone you hate but I guess I do?  You've always been so confusing to me, I've been in love before and it wasn't this toxic so my mind says this isn't love, but if it's not then why am i still holding onto you like this? What is it about you i need so much? I don't understand it, I really don't at all. There's no reason for me to feel anything towards you at all but i certainly do feel something.  I really hope we don't end up together tho, because i feel like that'd only be a tragedy. It wouldn't work out, we bring out the worst in each other, we always argue, we can't understand each other as much as we'd like to think we do, we still resent each other and have too much hatred in our hearts to love yet we still want to.  

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