i am sick and tired of having to take the stress and feel bad for things that I’m not able to get done or do good at. i am going to start organising my life and getting it back on track. the lockdown has taken a toll on me, productivity-wise and now I am NOT going to let it get to me. i have lost my sense of self, my confidence, my self esteem, my self worth, my self faith, my enthusiasm, my work ethic, my focus. but now I am working. working towards regaining all that I have lost. covid-19 can go to hell.