I am sadist or what. I feel so left out in everything that i wish that everything will again became work from home. I know its fucking selfish things to say just because i am a failure in my life, i am wishing that everyone who jas worked hard to reach where they are should also sacrifice. Because i cant handle that everyonw is living their life amd i am just sitting here and watching everyone enjoying andmeeting theirs frnds and going out and earning. Its fucking frustrating. I dont know how to handle it. And its fucking depressing and not handling that well. I wanna express my emotions but i know no one will understand. Thats why i came here because anonymously no one will judged me.