i am only 14 however i wish i could have a relationship. i have been told im to young and it doesnt matter at my age but its been devouring my soul and im dying on the inside
You are emotionally very young at this point. Trust me when i say this. Your own definition of love will change as you grow. What you think is love will seem very childish after 10 years or so. You are still not exposed to this world. And you have to understand that what you need is not a relationship but good friendship. Go and make some good friends for a lifetime. Be friends with those who understand you.
Just falling into relationships will only have your heart broken. Real life is very very different than what you see in films. It really takes years to know if someone is the right person for you. So be aware. Enjoy your life for now. This is the best time of your life.