I Am not okay .. I don't know what to do ?

I think I hate myself ?

Heyyyy! None of tat self-hate here, ok?

Let's talk it over. 

And why does a sweetheart like u hate herself? Whats up babe?


Don't..


You know you are the best . Your family knows u are the best , I know your the best
Your friends know you are the best ,every now&me family  knows you are the best .
you can do it. And u will do it .
Just be optismistc..happy 
 

SMILE😀 time heals everything.




Life

I'm feeling a bit low today, well that's happening since a week. Idk but m overthinking a lot these days, I want to keep myself busy with work but when I try doing so I easily get distracted. All I think about is how m bad at some things , how should I face all this alone, I still haven't recovered from my past trauma, that trauma changed me as a person, It made me doubt my self esteem and confidence, I got social anxiety, I'm also facing some relationship issues, I get attached too quickly, all I crave is for Love, I want to be happy. Im a very soft hearted person, I get hurt easily, I even thought of having a therapist but I can't tell all this to my parents as they won't understand my inner feelings. 

Anxiety

Does it really get better? Because I’m finding out that I’m mostly struggling and always sad. 

Live alone
Bury self to work
Eat instant noodles
Drown self in a bathtub
Stream nonstop
Sleep whenever wanted
Drain energy
Di3

3am Thoughts

Stressed overwhelmed 

Love

Don't worry about anything.

Just work hard to make things work and remember you can do it.
No matter how many hardships come in your way.

Mental Wellbeing

I think my body is deteriorating. I feel occasional chest pains. But all these are due to my ungrateful lifestyle. I am killing my own self slowly. 

So what If I say no or if I ask them not to. My voice is too small and doesn’t matter. I can’t say No and I can’t deny. I get taken advantage of because I let things slide and I let things go. I feel like I am getting worse day by day and I can’t stop it. I wake up and I just want to go back to sleep. I sit in bed with heaps of things to do but I can’t bring myself to do them. I haven’t showered in 2 weeks nearly 3 and I haven’t changed my clothes for 5 days. I’ve not brushed my teeth for a week and I haven’t eaten properly in day. I haven’t drank any water and I’m losing my motivation. I don’t get it. I was happy a week ago and now  I just want to die. What’s going on. I can’t control my emotions and I don’t know who the fuck I am. I feel like I am a disappointment. I feel like I get in the way and I feel like I am just a nuicance. I’m losing it. I need help. I don’t trust myself. I feel like I need to be locked away and left alone until I’m sane. I feel like I want to hurt people when they make me even a little angry this isn’t normal


i feel so alone so lonely and depressed i barely have friends to share my friends have their own friends to talk to but not with me. this whole online thing is draining out my energy. Came out of a toxic relationship recently. Keeping myself motivated seem so much hard sometimes all i need is one genuine friend who likes me and prioritise me the way i do. Mom is the only women i look upto in a day bt she is also getting busy recently and i feel so depressed. im still trying to heal myself completely from my severe depression( which has led me to regular suicidal thoughts) this is hard everythingg. sometimes all i want is to choose death over fighting life everyday . spirituality is something which is keeping me going in life. honestly, idk what to do im in the state where im completely drained and there is nothing left 

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