I am not feeling good since last few days, I feel like Iβll never feel good or normal again
Iβm doing everything, all my work that needs to be done in my day to day routine but I do not feel it, feels like Iβm just doing them cuz I have to
If I ask myself that what is happening w me or what is it that I actually want? Then I donβt have the answer!
I feel lost
I donβt want to talk to anyone and the people that want to talk to me, I push them away
I at times feel sorry for myself then I want to talk to someone, someone who understands this feeling but Iβve nobody like that
I donβt like the way I feel anymore
I want to change it but I canβt
I mean whaaattttttttheeefuck is wrong w me man
I feel like Iβm dead on the inside
If someone ever reads this then theyβll sympathize or simply tell me that itβs just a phase
May be it is but what am I supposed to do now?
If this shit continues then I might kill myself
Am I depressed for real?
No this canβt be it
I feel like something is missing
Nobody talks to me anymore
I used be the cool kid but Iβve nobody around me now
I feel alone as well
Fuck Iβm sorry why tf do I have to go through all this
Go watch curb your enthusiasm
Yash singh @yashgupta2633
Sometimes I feel this too