I am introvert,lonely and shy to talk to people and cannot communicate properly.

Through fitness, since the age of 15 I started working out and now am a certified yoga instructor ☺️🧘‍♀️

I can understand I had major social anxiety back in school and college, it’s a lot more better now. I was so lonely, didn’t have friends too

If you want to talk.. anything under the sun in any way possible. You can always connect. 

Anxiety

so my ex guy best friend...who had a crush on me and proposed me like 2 yrs ago he texted me now and he kinda wants to get with me....and i really don't give a shit about him....but on the other hand my boyfriend i have told him everything about my past...he forgets alot of things and he forgot about this too..
when i said about all of this he's blaming me for hiding and he's being really disrespectful...and not understanding me atol...what should i do

Boyfriend

• 𝐋𝐢𝐟𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐞𝐬 𝐨𝐧, 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐨𝐫 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮.♠️

• 5'2 𝐦𝐲 𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐦𝐲 𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐭𝐮𝐝𝐞 6'1💪

• 𝐃𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐒𝐭𝐮𝐝𝐲 𝐦𝐞. 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐆𝐫𝐚𝐝𝐮𝐚𝐭𝐞!🚫

• 𝐈𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐡𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐥𝐲 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐲, 𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐩𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤.08 💥💦

• 𝐁𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐩𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐨𝐟𝐟 𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐬 𝐨𝐥𝐝. 𝐈'𝐦 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐚𝐭 𝐚 𝐰𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐞 𝐧𝐞𝐰 '𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐢𝐭' 𝐥𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐥.⚡💣

• 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐭𝐮𝐝𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐯𝐚𝐠𝐞 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐠𝐨𝐥𝐝.❤️🔱

• 𝐎𝐰𝐧 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭'𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬, 𝐨𝐫 𝐞𝐥𝐬𝐞 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐫𝐲 𝐭𝐨..🥀

Breakup

Pyaar ek dhokha hai


Let's continue 

Crush

Hello everyone! I am in a relationship and it’s been 3yrs and I am totally into it and have gave the entirety of mine to that single person…… I always tried to keep and happy and didn’t get too harsh on her…. But the way she reacts and threatens me is just terrible ans way too harsh….. I always suffer in pain.. Even tho I know she is manipulating me…. Lying me in everything…. Doing things behind me I am just blinded and always forgive and can’t even say anything about it because I am always have to be blamed and threatened… Recently I was studying about NPD and after realising that every single points match with her behaviour I really regret and I am really hopeless…. I don’t know what to do now…. I am totally stuck because the thing is I don’t get feelings for anyone and this is the only person i loved in my life… After studying that NPD is not curable….. I am totally lost because I thought if it’s curable then I will find a way and cope with it after our marriage or till marriage I will try to fix some things…. Now I completely don’t understand what to do because I cannot love anyone else and the thing is i have many issues in my life and i tend to be dependent on her on my emotions and talking about dependency…. I write paragraphs and explain everything in beautiful way when she is hurt… but when i say it’s just a “hm” or “don’t worry” like no feelings although still i get happy on that and accept it….. our family knows eachother…. Her mother also agreed to marriage…. But last 3yrs it’s not a single moment when I felt actually valued… i was always sacrificed for personal growth….. while I sacrificed everything for her…… Now after knowing all these….. I am totally  totally not in a proper state to what to do…. Because If not with her then I will entirely regret and remember each things and miss everything and if with her I will have to suffer my entire life…. I am left with no option…. Not to left not to right i am completely lost….. please anyone give any advice or something so that i get over thing and not think of these again… because she didn’t talk to me for 6 months and didn’t care to come back untill I reached out…. Because i miss her badly all the time and 6 months was pain a suffering even tho we didn’t talk… now i clearly know if we stop talking then i am only going to suffer badly… Please help me…. I have destroyed my entire life and mental health and I don’t understand anything and what to do…. I am totally in pain 

Emotional Abuse

Is there anyone else jo har chiz se irritate hota ho like
 example:- randomly kisi k nails touch hojana 
Ya kisi ki sneezing se,
Koi zor zor se saas le toh ,
Koi subha subha apse bahut interaction karne ki koshish kare toh 


3am Thoughts

Hey guys! Well I know this song might be in tamil but it's really close to my heart.🤍. Please listen with captions. I hope everyone will enjoy this.🥺❤️


Mudhal Nee Mudivum Nee - Title Track Video | Darbuka Siva | Sid Sriram | Thamarai / SonyMusicSouthVEVO
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ATElufr0OiE

I have a close friend with whom I'm having some issues currently. I've no grudges with him but there is some misunderstanding from his side. I finally convinced him to talk things with between us but today again something happened. He told me something which got me angry. I told that thing to my best friend and I don't know how and what happened that thing got spread among many people. So according to him I somehow again broke his trust and now he don't even want to talk to me. What do I do now? 

Friends

Life sucks, everything sucks and i hate it i so freaking hate it. Like when can i enjoy my freedom, being independent when parents don't let you explore the world, the effin' reality. I hate having strict parents i literally hate myself so i just don't hate them im old enough i know what's right or wrong i know how to handle certain situations. 😩😰😤😤😤😤

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