I am in a stage of my life where i don’t know where i am
its a stage when one’s life is controlled by others
people’s opinion decide your choice
you don’t know what to do where to go
you are free to do anything but still not free to do anything
where everyone has expectations from you except yourself…
where you don’t know what your future will be…
i just don’t feel anything not happy not sad
people doesn’t matter but some or the other way their actions leave me speechless
where you have a lot of people to talk…but no one to talk from your heart
where you know what each and every person is but still you have to act they are good for you…
i cannot decide my priorities…my priorities are chosen by other
it feels like i am the puppet of all the people out there…
i get judged easily…and lot of people do say to me that these people doesn’t matter…but ye sab bolte hue acha lagta hai…there each comment even if we ignore we think about it 1-2 times…we live in a society where ignoring people sometimes is impossible
sab ko bolte bolte thak gayi hu…i am okayy…
i just need that courage from somewhere to say to those people…i am not okay and this is just because of you…
i sometimes think people stay or leave idc…but yaar each and every time though i act idc but still deep down it hurts so muchh
Having sleepless nights from a month…
crying has been a part of my daily schedule from a month…
somewhere this anxiety is defeating me…
MM @monkeymind
I can feel the pain you are going through… It’s really hard to go through all this…
And tum sahi kha khena asaan hota hai ki ignore kro aise logo ko but krna utna hi mushkil because khyi naa khyi ham usse andar hi andar tut jaatein hai…
But kya ham tutna chate hai?
Kya ham aise logo ko apni life itni asaani se control krne de kya…
Nhi naa toh let’s fight such people, let’s fight against their mentality and for this I’m with you…
Haaa tum ok nhi ho and it’s totally normal to feel not so okay…
And to share ki me okay nhi hu
Mujhe kisi se baat krni hai mujhe apni feelings share krne hi
And uske liye I’m with you😊
You can share with me if you want to anything jo aap batana chao…
Your achievement, failure, some gossips🤭
I’m here for you… Don’t lose hope
And haa aapko ache log nhi mile toh aisa nhi ki ache log nhi hai bs shyd abhi thoda aur chlna hoga hame…
And you knw har koi kisi naa kisi ko judge krta hai… For something it’s jst hame apne upar vishwas krna chaiye even tho sometimes we doubt ourselves that’s okay but don’t stop believing in yourself too… 🤗🤗
Stay healthy, be happy
And haa ping me whenever you want to I will there for you listening you… 😋🤗even I would love to share things with you… 😄😄
this made me feel much better…thanks…😄
where can i contact you?
MM @monkeymind
We can connect here if you want to 🤗🤗
You can ping me in whenever feel like 😋
okayy
MM @monkeymind
Haaa 🤗🤗
So how’s you ☺
I am with you, I am here for you
Tum jo v kehna chaho btao, mai tumhari sari baatein sununga, aur tumhe judge v nhi krunga
Hum family hain, so hum ek dusre se bhut pyar krte hain
sure…
thank you😃
I understand. I completely do. I understand how difficult and chaotic it is to stay in that situation. The situation where the eyes have dried after a long battle between your heart and tears. Where heart has just stopped pumping the blood to the veins as it’s tired of holding pain all this while. Where your body has given up as it doesn’t have more energy to participate in the unwanted wars. Where the brain started malfunctioning due to the undesired thoughts entering the brain every single minute. And where you have just given up.
The pain is irresistible and the hope is fainting. You want the suffering to end but… You try to stay strong and show the world the happy face. Because that’s what people want right? To see you happy! They don’t care about the things you are going through. And well…
Just start loving yourself and learn to live this way. Play your part better and try to show the happy you.
You’ll never really have a connection for life, all the emotional ties and bound to change. Here, not end,change. Change enough sometimes for you to let go of the acknowledgements let alone the appreciation. You’ll look for alot around you and there might be days or even weeks when you won’t find anything. Let those days pass, the weakest level of energy is also energy, go easy on yourself at times. You’ll never really know what made you into a person that you are until you search the depths of yourself over and over, but, it’s worth the shot. Out of all the blues, you’ll know atleast a few. It’s important to focus on what your mind demands more than what you are bound to deal with. There’s a reason your brain refuses something.
