lost_soul_ @lost_soul_
I am going through a breakup right now. Technically, I broke up with my partner due to some inevitable reasons. We are still in love. But we aren’t together anymore. I know I made the decision and I know no one forced me to do it. But I still wonder, if what I did, was right ? I know no one can answer that for me. But in these last 10mins, I have found a place to share my thoughts for the first time in last 30days (since my breakup) as friends and family don’t really get it, cause I was the one to call it quits. But they aren’t getting the fact that I did it because of the situation. I know it is a lame thing and I could have fought for it. Fought for my love. I am lover and a cowards I know. But this loser and coward still feels the pain and the loss. I know I made a decision and I m trying really hard to be strong but every time I hear a song or a the name of a book etc, I am reminded of a memory that we shared.
Well sorry that you’re hurting. I know it hurts even when ur the one who ended it. It’s all valid and ur hurt is valid. It must be difficult for you to let go of the one person you loved and adored. It really is difficult. But then keep reminding yourself of the reason as to why u had to take such a difficult decision. It won’t make the hurt go away but give u strength to endure it. And if u did it because u are a coward or didn’t fight for your love then please go back and fight if it’s not too late because not everyone is lucky enough to find love in this world so don’t just toss it away if you had found someone who u can laugh and cry and share everything with. We think that we will find such connection in future too but I feel it doesn’t happen that much. We usually value things and take humans for granted that’s why we are messed up as a generation. There will always be struggle even if u found the perfect one. Choose who u want to struggle with. That’s what it’s all about.
lost_soul_ @lost_soul_
I agree with what you said but I don’t know…I just don’t know.
You don’t know what?
lost_soul_ @lost_soul_
Life is very complicated right now. I don’t know what to do. Don’t know what I did was right or wrong. I don’t know anything to be honest.
Umm can u elaborate?
lost_soul_ @lost_soul_
On what?
What is making life soo complicated?
lost_soul_ @lost_soul_
So many decisions ! I wish someone would take the decisions for me and decide which is good for me and which is not, then life would be so much easier.
Aaah same😐😐
its me @itsme097
Hey, you.
Nothing about separation is easy, at either end. I hope you will take time to heal.
Sometimes talking to a professional helps too. I hope you’re eating and sleeping well.
The coming few months aren’t going to be easy. Please reach out for support to someone you trust.
lost_soul_ @lost_soul_
Thank you!
