I am feeling miserable broken and numb all at one time. I just saw the pictures of my boyfriend’s wedding. He got married 2 days back to someone else. Till the wedding day i thought I could handle it but then till just broke me when the day came and after I saw the photos it was experiencing the reality I was not ready to accept. I don’t know how to deal with it I feel unlovable ugly and useless it’s like it will never be fine again I will never be happy again I will never have a life again the way I was happy. I felt like a kid with him. It must have been easy for me if it was his mistake but he was forced to marry. I couldn’t feel I will feel alive again as I was with him. I don’t know if I will ever be in peace again. It’s just hurting me and killing me inside. I don’t know what to do.
The same thing happened with me too. If he would have cheated, moving on could have been easier… but as he was forced to get married… it’s truly difficult to move on. It will take time but u will understand that if he can get married to someone else, he can’t fight with the world to be with u, he doesn’t deserve to be a part of ur life. Give urself some time, don’t rush into any new relationship as at this stage u must be needing some sort of sympathy or a listener. The one who is made for u, will definitely come into ur life one day and will make u believe that u worth every happiness in this world. Just give urself some time.
Abhijeet A.K @akabhi
See he is already married to some girl and it’s forced or not doesn’t matter so leave him completely and stop contacting him and block him completely from ur life so that both or 3 of you can be happy in life… And time will heal everything don’t worry… Find the happiness where you get other than him… And be happy in life and see for the future not the past