I am angry because nothing goes my way, I can't have anything I want, I am starting to lose desire to hang out with anyone, I don't feel like a real person, I could easily be nothing , since I don't have anything

I just posted a huge post. I wasnt up to nor I had an answer yesterfay . I guess here it is 

Anger Issues

I always feel so depressed and sad when I hear this song. Idk why it's like this.. I just can't seem to hold my tears whenever I hear it.. this song has some really sad vibe which i can't really resist. It's 'Mitti Di Khushboo' by ayushman khurrana.. Am i the only one who feels this? 

Music

I feel miserable today like not wanting to do anything, not wanting to talk to anyone like idk what I'm feeling what to do now ? 

Confusion

Mummy kah rahi hai unke purse se 3000 rupaye chori hogye..... Mai 4 baar count kr chuka hu 2000 hi hai bs...Mummy jhuth bol rahi hai 🥺🥺

Other

There is a profound difference between being alone and being lonely, just as there is a great difference between accepting solitude and feeling hopelessly desolate.

When one is alone, one is in full control of oneself and one's experience. It is a way of being in which one can fully tap into their strength and realize their truest potential. Being alone can bring immense clarity and opportunity for reflection and liberation.

Conversely, loneliness is a state of desolation and despair. Even if one is surrounded by people or engaged in activities, there is a deep emptiness that resonates deep within the soul, as if one is estranged from the world. Whereas being alone can lead one toward greater connection and joy, loneliness can lead to further isolation and desperation.

Loneliness is a human experience, and one that is felt to some degree by all. But this is no reason to succumb to despair. We can embrace loneliness as an opportunity to grow and connect with ourselves and others, and ultimately lead us toward a higher level of harmony and understanding. :) 

3am Thoughts

Why am I unfit for human relationship?😔

Adulting

I got my results today
I'm doing BBA 
And I've failed in 2 subjects of 1st semester 
I didn't expcet that. I mean i did pretty well 
And now everyone is asking my results 
And my friends are also shocked that I failed in exam. I know I have another chance.
But this is something I've never experienced 
I'm not able to think calmly what should I do?


Education

Is it working b/w us?

Yesterday, I saw the FB profile of the guy I dated last year. 
We don't talk anymore for 5 months already we both choose to separate ways because of me afraid of being relationship and him still in love with her ex. As the Past months passed by I still loved him and wanted him back. The Last word he told me was "That I'm hard to love".
But every day those months my only prayer was he would meet someone that could be love him the way he wanted to be loved. And then I saw this FB profile her hands and the hands of a girl wearing a watch. Deep in my heart, I feel small pain and I feel Happy too. Pain because I still love him and wanted him but it's not me anymore. Happy because finally someone could take care of him, love him, and believe in him. I also thank God that he answered my prayer for him. And me still praying that someday I gonna meet again another person that for me. Also, I'm blessed bcoz I still have my parents and siblings by my side. Loving a person is not just about you loving him/her when you see him/her happy that is called love. 


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