Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

I am 33 year old. I have been married for 6 years and i have a kid of 3 year old. i work at a electronics retail shop. i joined as a partner. he is my fried. because he is my friend, even after me performing bad, my friend has asked me to draw a fixed sum of money every month. i know what he has done to me is a big thing still i dont feel grateful and work hard.my wife hates me for this and keeps fighting with we. still i dont feel that i have to work hard.I feel tired all the time. i feel i dont have any energy. i dont feel like doing anything. i feel am a useless person and cant do anything in live. nothing can happen to me. i jus keep looking at my mobile and scrolling at youtube videos. i thought i am not liking this work and i started a new venture of snacks repacking. i buy snacks and i pack in my brand name and sell it. i have invested in it and still i dont feel like working for it. i love my kid. i love playing with him.

i want to earn and buy a house and buy my favorite ford eco sport car.