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@xxnonamexx

I am 20 years old. Still single and a virgin.
Ans it´s not like People aren’t interested. Sometomes I feel like it’s just me. Being Me.
Since 2 month I start making more experience. I call it the ladder of experience. Step by step Things happen.
Now I am at a Point I started Dating a Person. We meet every week. I dont want to tell him that many Things are new for me. And someties I feel like I force myself to do Things bc I don’t know how long meting this Person will hold on.
And more and more I realise how much anxiety I gor and how afraid I am to come People close no matter emotional/notemotional. So often I feel like everything is to much. Like I can’t handle everything. And so often I am so much in my head like I ain’t there. Since last year I get to know myself better and better. I’ve Always been a very self reflected Person but wow there is so much more I wasn’t Aware of. And I try to work on myself and handle Things and I don’t know why I write this know and I don’t know who cares but yeah, Maybe it will help me understand.
So obviously going into relationship no matter which - is one Thing I am working on. And I have to learn a lot. I have to care About myself . I know where I have to say stop and no. I Need to learn to say no. And I Need to find a way to not force myself into stuff. I have to take care of myself and I will.

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No one 111 @jarul

Sex is a very personal journey. Even if someone else is involved in the process, you’ll come to discover that you as an individual stop feeling like a spectator and more independent. The fact that you already know that you can’t rush into it, is already very telling of how much you’re going about it the right way.

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Anonymous

hey xxnonamexx i’m 21 and still a virgin, if that somehow helps? I’m glad you’re talking about setting boundaries because honestly learning to say no is such an important lesson, and it needs to be talked about more. i learned through experience that I should say no to things that make me uncomfortable and how it is important to understand oneself before trying to be in a relationship and commitment and understanding the other person. you are very correct when you say, you have to care about yourself.

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Anonymous

You will learn something new about yourself every single day and that’s beautiful part about life. Something new to look forward to everyday. I am so glad that you’ve learnt that you need to work on yourself and take care of yourself at such a young age. So proud of you for that. I hope you always remember that don’t make the other person your entire life and focus on yourself!!!

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