Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

I always wanted a permanent relationship but after I broke up with my ex, I am literally too tired to make new connections again. I no longer want a love marriage. Maybe I will marry a person my parents choose for me. But I don’t really want it too. I want to feel loved…like a person really adoring me, accepting me for who I am and giving me that importance of a life partner should be given. But…I feel this is never gonna happen. I am really a hopeless creature. Maybe I am not happy but I have nothing to be sad about. I have given a beautiful life and family and I am grateful for that. Yeah some people tried to make me feel bad about myself. I wish I never met them. bas yahi chal rha hai life me.