How do you end it. Like how can you just make it stop. I wanna switch it all off. I can’t do it anymore. Shit i just got blamed for something i had no control over. Like how many times are you going to do that. How long does he expect me to take it for. How long……….

Mental torture, being mentally abused. Emotional torture 

Depression

I really want to end it all 😍

today I feel lost in a hell-bent war on my life without my bf I'm hopeless but I'm more prone to my disorder and, not being with him will cause me to get grey footed but I am tired of being toyed like a chew toy tho I can't speak out of terms with my job- if anyone been where I am just a friend to me oh ps my disorder is this hyperactivity, yes i know people who judge me for that is wrong but I get yelled at more then ten times but I deal with the loss of my own pain it's not okay but i don't know what to do I'm stressed out I could be losing it quietly but I hope not well night guys 

Mental Health

Hey… Is there anyone who recovred from ocd?
Tell me how u feel after that?
Does life really get better?
I can’t confess this anywhere else but i have sexual ocd (due to a trauma it was triggred) and now I just don’t know even if I like a guy I despise myself and I started watching hentai due to this coz then idk it increases my pain
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I knew something was wrong with me when I got to know my close relative is pregnant I should be happy for her but instead I feel sad all I can see is darkness ☹
I wish to get out this cycle soon
Maybe ur story will help 🥺

Why i am constantly in a bad mood...
I feel like i have a huge burden on my head...
I have tried meditation and relaxing and all....

I feel so lonley and unloved and uncared for...

For anyone going thru it just know it definitely does get better... Nothing lasts forever 


Books

The one time I open up, the one time I decide to be vulnerable, I get played. Guess what I will never fricking do again. 

Breakup

I am having a very hard time right now with just everything in my life. I am unable to express my true feelings to anyone, even those I trust most. People often have high expectations of me because of what I have done in my past but, for me, it is very overbearing. I feel like I am drowning right now financially, emotionally and more and I can't let anyone know cause if I do I'll let them all down and if I let them down I am a complete and total failure. I am struggling with the loss of several of my close relatives and I am on the verge of tears constantly though no one seems to notice. Furthermore, anytime I even try to say anything to anyone this subject or otherwise they cut me off, change the subject, or ignore me completely. I'm just really struggling right now. 

Other

Is it a sin to be sensitive, to be an intovert, to have more interest in things other than academics, to find it difficult to get out of bed ,not be pretty, to not be able to do things more efficiently, to be sick.
My family makes me feel pretty shit because of all this things. I have to hear bad remarks all the time 

I feel like I dont deserve to be happy or to live.

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