How degrading parents can be? Lowering self-esteem everyday. Living 23 yrs with em and me. When I fight with my mind everyday telling you must die. I am tired being me. I had breakdown once again in the morning. I can’t see a way out. It doesn’t mean I don’t do anything. I did. In fact just few hrs back of breakdown I did cardio exercise and meditation. But no, I can’t see hope anywhere. Living with me is torture itself.
Hey I am so sorry about your parents.
I am happy you are at least doing something like cardio and exercise I toh can’t even wake up early to get to office on time. Please keep doing them do not stop.
I just have this quote from bojack horseman on my desk I think it’s appropriate .
“It gets easier. Every day it gets a little easier. But you gotta do it every day —that’s the hard part. But it does get easier”
Take care! <3
I am same tho. Thank you and you too tc