How can someone be so deaf while talking over call with someone ?
I hate this behaviour and everybody in my knowns are allergic to this disease. Jute phek ke maarne ka mnn krta hai honestly. 
Now I don't even say anything to them. Fuck both of them, the one who screams and the one who is so engrossed over call. I just keep my mouth shut and see how long someone can be deaf. 

Anger Issues

New on this platform, just curious if there is any tibetan on this platform 

3am Thoughts

This feels like death. There is nothing to look forward too....I've never been the person who appreciated their life...because everything seemed (still seems) so unfair...all the trauma...suffering..misery...I'm just 18 goddammit..

Mental Health

Its been 3 weeks now, mom is really very sad about dad's behaviour towards her and in general.
She has cried more than 5 times.. infront of me.
She use to be the strongest person in family. Earlier whatever happened she still had hope that everything would be okay. But now is has no hopes and cries like she don't want anything from life now.
She says she wish to go to someplace where she could not find people from here. She wish to go. But in reality she has no willing to take step on whatever is going on. 
I made her talk to councellor, things were okay for some time but again bad condition...
Dad  is very poor in communication and take things in wrong way. I am sad about the environment that we have at home. I am worried about her.... Sometimes i cry when i am alone, and hide teats. 

Anxiety

I want to go outside and have fun but I can’t bc I don’t have any fitting clothes , bc of COVID I didn’t have the chance to buy any clothes for the past 2 years ,  but now I kinda have a chance COVID is still around in my country but the malls and shops are open . but my problem with buying the clothes to go out is that I’m too insecure and have no self confident , I don’t take my opinions seriously And I don’t trust people telling me their opinion bc maybe they are just telling me that so I don’t feel sad , and I try to trust my opinion and believe that if I find something pretty that means it’s pretty and there is no need for anyone opinion on it , then I buy this piece of clothes that I like then I feel like everyone is judging me like how they look and their pitch and all of this makes me feel like they don’t like it they tell me that it’s pretty but i am sure they are lying , and now I’m scared of buying clothes and it’s not just buying clothes I have this feeling about literally everything in my life , I’m scared of thinking something was pretty and be confident with it then it turns out that it wasn’t and I was just living a lie this whole time ,  this is honestly my biggest fear , no one really understand how things are hard for me and just make it seem easy and make fun of me , I have always been this way .
I just wanted to say everything that I feel bad about I’m sorry if this is so long 

If want a suggestion for a psychological and slice of life movie 
Try watching - A silent voice.

Movie got 9.73/10 ratings
Trust me its so wholesome

Movies

hey!! I wanna talk to someone soo badly. about anything you like I'm feeling so lonly and depressed don’t know to whom should I talk. need some motivation to be in this world. 

Lonely

I’ve been feeling extremely lonely of late. Although I do so many things to keep myself engaged through the day, I find myself lacking a good company. It is quite difficult to wake up everyday.. and if I wake up, I want to go back to sleep . I don’t want to do anything these days.. 

কত সপ্ন সাজানো ছিলো তোমার জন্যে।সেগুলো অন্য কাউকে পুরন করার সু্যোগ দিলে।যাক।সবাই খুশি।শুধু আমি বাদে।তুমি এত খারাপ কেন?আমারে এত কষ্ট কেন দিলে। চলে যখন যাবা,তাহলে ফিরে আসলে কেন।আমি তো ডাকিনি তোমারে।আমার ভালোবাসায় কমতি যখন ছিলো।আমি যখন তোমার যোগ্য ছিলাম না তাহলে ফিরে আসার তো কোনো দরকার ছিলো না।খুশী হইছো তো আমারে কষ্ট দিয়ে।তাহলে খুশি থাক।ভগবান আমার পক্ষ থেকে তোমাকে ভালো রাখবে।

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