Hi, I’m 38 years old and have a daughter of 5. She told me her father molests her, but only me. Her father applied and got custody, nobody wanted to listen. I see her every two weeks and he doesn’t let me call, she is a dead shell after four months of hell 

Oh my gosh your daughter needs to tell her school or something 

Talk to someone you trust and also take it to authorities that deals with child safety. Seek help and you will get it. Do it for the child. Don’t think about anything else. 

Child Abuse

It feels so annoying when your own dad curses you

MY DAD !
It has never been a healthy relation with my father . He has never taken us seriously (us mom brother and me) . He used to run away after every small fight and not give a daamm about is until the next few weeks . Years passed away and we got to know about his extramarital affair . As we got know about this my mom me and my brother were drowned in sadness
Soon he started physically abusing me and I realised it in my 10th …even my mother and brother knew it but didn’t utter a word out of some random reasons which doesn’t matter a lot
I don’t feel safe to stay in my home at the same time my mom doesn’t let me out …I have frnds but not able to reach them when I need them
I hate being daughter of some one who doesn’t give a fuck abt me or my family except for a bitch and her family …who can bare seeing their father doing everything for a random women and her family and not giving a damm thing about his own family I am really stuck… I don’t know what to do I’m psychology exhausted and frequently getting panic attacks . Can you tell me what to do… I’m just done with all this stuff......

Suicidal Ideation

i used say that i hate my dad, he was abusive, all this time i was carrying the trauma, im learning to let it all go. he's my dad after all. i never thought ill let go of all of those. it feels strange but am trying. ik my dad loves me. but sometimes i just can't help but hate him. am i weird ?

3am Thoughts

why is my dad trying to get me to socialise with the guests that stayed over lmao 
i hate guests

So i was just brainstorming about some random things and suddenly like a rewind video of my childhood traumas played through my mind. Just wanted to vent it out here. So my mom and dad both r on job even b4 they were married. They are two strong headed people and often have opinion clashes and i grew up listening to their verbal fights about finances, properties,management, loans. Basically they lacked communication which lead to misunderstanding and then it would heat upto a fight. Ofcourse all this affected us(me and my younger bro) mentally. We have seen it since childhood. But has fortunately vanished as they communicate and things are going pretty well [touchwood]. Actually there was one more reason behind the fights betn mom and dad it was that my dad cheated on my mom like 4 to 5 times with different women. She'd come to know about it and then a fight and this continued. He doesn't do it anymore as we have grown up and unfortunately i myself saw 3 of these incidences with my eyes but i was too small to understand whats happening[it's traumatizing now]. Due to this my mom tried to kill herself twice. Once she haded a suicide note to me but fortunately nothing bad happened. That note shattered me as a kid. I almost felt lifeless for a moment. I don't know if it's true but my dad claims that those things happened due to a black magic. Don't want to talk about it deeply. I feel my father has genuinely changed now he does everything to make us happy and since almost five years he gives his best even before he wasn't a bad human being he did all that a dad would do for his childeren but unfortunately he wasn't a good husband. But sadly i remember the past clearly and i have forgiven him for his past miatakes. But sometimes i just think like he made my childhood traumatized and above all he made my mom go through all that crap[i hated him like nothing] but my mom said that hate will just rip us apart. Let's make a fresh start and live like a happy family since then things are going smooth![evil eyes off] it was a horrible child hood though. I cried while thinking of it and felt like expressing. Plz don't say anything bad about my parents they learnt from their mistakes and that's what matter. I love them!

I CANNOT EVEN BEGIN TO EXPLAIN THE HATE I HAVE FOR MY OWN FATHER. He has always hurt me in every way, he swears at me for no apparent reason, he beats me up, he makes embarrasses me in front of everyone. I am mentally disturbed just because of him. I feel like there's no way out of here. He is so cunning that he didn't let me take a step towards being independent in any way. I have so much potential. I have always performed well in school and whichever extracurricular activities I took part in but he still belittles me and tells me that I am nothing without him. it's not that I am being ungrateful but he takes credit for every little thing. That isn't even the issue, I'd be more than happy to let him feel proud of his daughter and receive all the compliments for me but he does a totally different thing. He is absolutely heartless.

Exhausted

I think I have qualities that my father possesses

Like a lot of ego

And thinking that I am the only right person and baaki sab are wrong

Taking things the wrong way, negatively

And shouting

I have major anger issues 

I don't wanna turn out to be my father.

I don't know what to do. I am trying but I am not able to control these bad things about me.

Confusion

I'm kinda pissed off because for some reason, no one at my middle school likes me. All because last year I was a little annoying. So this year I go quiet and stick to myself and still nobody wants to be around me. Not only that, but my Dad recently stopped smoking. Now you're probably thinking "Good for him!" but no. Ever since he stopped he's been getting really pissed off over stupid crap. Like one time I was climbing down from my loft bed and fell off the ladder. Instead of asking if I'm okay he goes, "What the hell, you're gonna scratch the floor or put a dent in it or something. " Like he can talk. Like, 2 months before, he kicked a hole in our hallway closet door. Then he yells at me for FALLING off my ladder. Not only that but my parents don't get off work until 5:00. They don't get home until 5:30 pm. And I'm not allowed to go outside unless they are home. So on school days I'm inside all day from 7:30 am to 3:10 at school, then I get home, and I'm stuck inside from 3:30 to 5:30 by myself. Lastly, every time I ask a girl out she rejects me.

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