Hey! I’m Ashi. I’m a Bipolar and borderline person. I was diagnosed just a year back with these two. And since then my life is so so so changed and I would rather say fucked up. I also identify as a bisexual who’s more inclined towards girls. After being into a toxic relationship for 8 months with a girl I breakdown and I lost myself and I went into severe depression and I’m still on my meds. Idk I have this need of being with someone, a need of being wanted, being important to someone, being someone’s first choice and also you know I feel I don’t want that from my friends I want it from my to be person, to be girlfriend.
It’s so much frustrating. As I’m in my last semester of my UG and I’m in a girls college and I have recently got a haircut which makes me feel more of me.
I’m literally being rejected on face. And it’s not like I don’t look good or something. Idk that’s so frustrating . I sometimes feel like you know quitting up this life and getting a new life.
Lattika @borahae
Please never quit , you will get your true soulmate in life when the right time comes. Your fate will make you meet with the right person at the right time. Have faith.
I know. I have tried my best to become a warrior. But here I am again.
Lattika @borahae
Also you’re very loved valid and preciouss
You should throw up some burden then, or you only give either your internal and external environment torturing u
You know we have heard opposite attracts… that’s how tough and painful problems are always attracted towards soft and sweet souls. Believe in yourself , if a good day can end , this painful days will pass as well, don’t ever loose your faith this easily. Ashi you can count on me. You will be fine 🌸🤍
