Hey, IDK really know how I have been feeling. I just came here to rant about some stuff which I’ve been facing. I’m a 12th class student like I’ve just entered 12th grade and there’s already alot of pressure to score 90%+ as I chose my fav stream and went against my father as he wanted me to take up science and I didn’t. I wanted to take up humanities and that’s what I did but then I’ve alot of pressure I need to prove him that I did the right choice for myself and for my career. I wish to go abroad for my further studies but now as I’ve chose the stream according to me my father is just willing to help me for like Indian universities which I’m not that much stressed about but like I’m more stressed about how I’m gonna get it? How should I apply for scholarship then? Everything is just a mess and then online school comes giving alot of assignments, projects and shitty things. Plus I don’t even feel like waking up in the morning even if I sleep around 10pm. When I wake up my body just pains and hurts and I feel tired and sleepy. Also, I’m someone who almost stays anxious 24/7 I just don’t know how to deal with anything but I also don’t wanna give up… 🙃
you’re depressed and it’s ok. i want you to live for yourself, not for your parents or society. You have nothing to prove to your father. He will be happy if you even live a basic happy life. trust me, i’m speaking from experience. If u keep trying to prove that you were right or they were wrong or something else then you won’t be happy. you won’t be living for yourself. You will get what u want no matter what and your papa obviously wanted you to choose a science stream. its just their psychology. we can’t blame them for that. and i’m glad that u dont wanna give up. good luck buddy.
Thank you so much buddy!!
u don’t have to thank me. I just did my job as a decent human being.
Dear,
Parents are always well wishes for us. But sometimes their lack of exposure or whatsoever puts us in this kind of situation. But as a child you should understand their intention behind their action. Take things easy. After 10 years or so both u and your father will forget this day and feelings u r going through. Remember that. You seem very ambitious. I am very proud of you. But remember he is your father. You don’t have to prove to him. He will accept u even if you fail. If u r in tears he will melt. Just concentrate on what u want rather than proving him right or wrong. I hope you have heard of the law of universe. When u strongly desire for something the entire universe will support u. Do it for yourself and accept the results as yours. When u know u have done everything from your carpenter be and it is time to involve your father, he will be in a state to accept or you will be in a state to convince him easily. Even if he doesn’t agree, follow your heart at that time. Now just do what has to be done to reach their. All the best for your future.
