hey guys today am writing different , today am not sad and depressed rather i talked to my crush and yes we are going to meet tomorrow and we will have a short ride. Tomorrow is a very important day to me, i already watched my face on mirror more than 50 times, am in dilemma whether to cut my hair or not , and tomorrow is not my birthday but friday is a day when i came to this world and by hindu religion is impure to cut your hair in that day when you are born , I dnt know but today i am feeling so much positive energy and i start liking everything. I already made a lots of plan inside my mind, which shirt to wear how much perfume should i used , already cleaned shocks and mask . Yes am ready and i am smiling everytime, i was a depressed guy but yes really someone can really change your life. today am happy just waiting for tomorrow , tomorrow i will again express my feelings ya i know she has no interest in relationship but i have to express myself in any way. . . i will keep updating you guys. . you people are my family. .