Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

Here’s the case, I was supposed to be doing MBBS, but am doing B.Sc Biotechnology now. But even in this, I have excelled by landing a national internship and have published a paper, on the road to a 2nd one. I am aiming for a Masters’s out of the country, which will be feasible and quite affordable. Now the issue is this lockdown, it’s driving people crazy, especially for those who are already in a depression, like my father. We own a restaurant and it’s open in the morning but he does not go, then he is home all day long doing nothing but playing on the phone. He is resting all day long on the bed, and orders us around because he can and then if we do one thing wrong he’ll literally shout at us for a small mistake, which then makes my mom angry and even me because we think shouting for such a small mistake is not done. I plan to get out of this house as soon as I can, but I am worried about my mother and brother who will have to suffer him, which I feel is not right but then once i am independant, I can individually support my brother and mother, and this is what keeps me going on. The thing is my father has no sense of responsibility, does not care about the finances and only and only cares about his mother my grandmother, which spoils her rotten and then she orders us around. It’s simple, my father who has a upper hand in the house is sick and is supported by my grandma even when he is wrong and we children are scared because he’s our father, right. And he does not even wants to listen to reason.