Getting off from something heavy is not easy specially when you have a strong memory which keeps reminding you of every traumatic event but eventually it all works out. Trust me! It all works out. One day you'll no longer be this heavy. You'll enjoy life, you'll be happy and content no matter whatever the situation and circumstances. So people below 25 don't lose hope. Just keep working hard and smart.

Yes! But again these experiences are necessary for them to grow up and achieve lessons.

I work from home. No chances of getting infected! 😂

Get a side hustle. Anything you're good at! Or build something new.

Then go travel somewhere.. you'll be happy and content atleast for a while.

I've been traveling since December.. just take precautions and be extra careful.

Mental Wellbeing

I have something to say to you 
And of course this isn't going straight to your face 
I mean how can i still look you in the eye-- you've done so much shit to me i can even bear to look at your face
You were in my friend group and i thought of you as a friend 
Even though you tried to taser me i still thought of you as a friend 
I came out to you, you were supposed to be my friend 
I told you about my dad and how much it hurt me as a person and still you do this 
Dragging me into that bathroom, pushing me on my knees, on the floor, and against a wall 
and then kissed me after all you did while smiling at me crying 
You're my best friend's boyfriend 
After i told her about the time you forced my hand down your pants she told me "I should beat your ass right now"
I forgave her 
I wanted to tell her about what you did but when i brought you up she was so...happy 
She had a sparkle in her eyes and her face lit up 
I thought to myself "I can't tell her what he did. she'd be heartbroken. she'll think i'm a liar" 
Do you know what it's like to look into the eyes of your best friend and hesitate 
Because you know "even though i'm drowning in a pit of despair she's never gonna believe me or worse, she'll think i did set it up to make him look like a cheater. she's loves him too much" 
So I bit my tongue 
You probably never knows what it feels like 
How much it hurt me 
I go home to the same thing and i come home and it's you threatening to do it to me again
Do you know how terrifying that is 
you probably don't know that either 
GOD, I would never ever say this to your face because the thought of you terrifies me 
The feeling of you still hurts me 
I hope that you burn 
I hope that you burn in the deepest parts of hell 
I hope that burn in a vat of acid 
I hope that you get hurled off the largest building and land on spikes 
I hope that you get just as much pain as I felt 
So yeah, fuck you Keon  

Harassment

There are many girls I have had crush on but you were the only one I have lost my all senses .
I miss you so much that I see you in every other girl and when I realises that my vision is not true I feel sad . I want you everywhere with me . You went so far and broke up the link of our communication by give up on our relationship , I still hope you will be back after years and years will be passed . I don't know what makes me attract towards you , I remember everything about you , that smile , that look , that walk , the super excitement hug , the surprise kisses , tangled palm , that night drive , I want to end and live my life with you .

Love

Losing all hopes 

Breakup

Your vibe attracts your tribe. Obsess over your wishes and they will come true. The universe is listening and playing along with your fate in its own mysterious ways.

Happy

a letter to my ex:
yesterday would have been our 2 year anniversary. except I broke up with you in January. 
I spent the day with my best friends. I looked fucking great. I just fucking looked like I wanted to, and no, nothing like the "sweet", muted girl you dated. I wore my goddamn eyeliner and mascara, feeling like Effy from Skins, just like I like. you would have hated it and I love that.
I don't miss you. I don't feel bad for you.
I want you to stop texting me. I don't want to talk to you. I don't want to see you ever again. Don't come goddamn looking for me in 5 years.
you still make me angry. I'm working on it though. releasing the weird power you had over me. its wild how you still think you have that power. I release it by doing alll the things you wouldn't like me to do, like letting my edgy side take over, caring less about school, smoking and generally giving less of a fuck. (and to anyone who's concerned, I've got my shit under control and im not going rogue, don't you worry).
I adore being my own person. And being alone. I love me without you.
I was so lonely and pathetic and that's why I stayed with you. I didn't think I was but I look back now and cringe. I spent 6 months fucking debating whether or not to break up with you every day. It made me sick. it made my anxiety worse. and I still asked you to FaceTime. like a fucking loser.
Then on 24th January 2021 I jumped off the fucking deep end and now you're gone and I couldn't be happier. jeez do I love me without you. its crazy.
im getting my hair cut short tomorrow, and another piercing.
In short, good riddance and fuck right off.
Love me x

P.S: if you're debating whether or not to break up with your partner, my unsolicited advice whilst having no knowledge of who you are is  goddamn do it. spend that energy on yourself and you'll be 1000x happier. to anyone who's bothered to read this, join me in saying a big fuck you to relationships. and also why in gods name have you read my ramblings lmao. see ya. 

Gratitude

I don't where you are right now...
I hope you read this....
I just wanted to tell you that I love you
I will always love you because I see beyond flesh and bones...
This world is cruel I know that
There might be fault in our stars
But "I love you" this thing is carved in my conciousness, on my soul
My love for you would leave an example for this world...
This is true love... unaffected, strong, pure
We are miles apart right now you probably don't talk about me anymore
But deep down there you miss me and I know that... 
I would pray that you forget me and never shed a tear ever again... 
Please love yourself girl... if you can't, just try to see yourself through my eyes you would realise why the feeling itself was ever created
There are thousand reasons right now for us to stay apart forever, there are thousand ways in which this world is keeping us away 

But I won't give up ever...

Yours
Boo




Not again.

Healthy Food

I recently watched a web series and heard a dialogue which I think everyone should hear once. So sharing it here:

"People deserve your whole heart. If you can't give them that, it's better they know. It's the kinder thing to do." 

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts