Dying of anxiety trying to complete my work rn .Giving me so much stress i just want to end things.

Then complete your work... anxiety happens if you have increased your work activity without necessary competence.  Take care and donwell 

Anxiety

Regretful @ how i let others treat me or speak of me 😐

Self Esteem

I never understood heartbreak, I thought it was just an overreaction, as I had never gone through it myself. I also never knew, you could feel heartbroken even if the relationship hasn't ended. Destroying myself in the pursuit of short term relief from the pain inside my head, i feel like I'm losing the people I care about so dearly.

Mental Illness

I am stuck at my sister's place due to the ongoing pandemic. I am feeling miserable here and miss home. I have told my parents that I want to come back home but they are acting indifferent. My sister is pregnant and I was supposed to take care of here during the initial months but because of Corona, I am stuck here and now I can't stand her. My parents cannot come here and they want me to stay here. 
I feel lonely and uncomfortable here.

COVID-19

At the end I hope to end up with the right regrets

Affirmations

Hey, 
I need help. I don't know the right platform to reach so came here.  
If you been through this or a mental health professional/practitionar please drop your advise/suggestions.

So, I know I have mental health problems, like depression, anxiety, ADHD etc and I confirmed it through various online tests available on different sites, also I know I have some more problems too which I couln't figure out through these tests. I am not sure of what is that and dealing with it on my own. Didn't reach out to any professional yet as I am a jobless & student, also my family don't know about this because they will just freak out, misunderstand as they don't even understand what it is, they only heard about the most severe level. 
Now, I think I will need a professional's certificate or something to show in my college if I need to tell about this as why my academics is not going well and why I am not performing anywhere good now( I was a good student, but now worse) and they will ask for proof, I am hella scared to tell about this to anyone.
Anyways, so where can I take tests which can be acceptable and valid? Any legit solution? 
If any free resource available or professional at low fees? Or anything else?  As people (professors) at college don't understand and really take this as we are just doing any drama or something. I don't want to tell this to anyone but they will ask the reason.

Coming Out

Hey I wanted to share and ask something
One of my online friends claim to like my company and wanna date me. I barely know that person.
And I have had many worse experiences of dating (not mine though but I know of many)..I have seen my friends getting blackmailed for photos and chat screenshots..and one even threatened of committing suicide and blaming everything on the partner...
So ...I'm scared about everything...like literally everything.
What should I do?

Confusion

I'm so anxious that my boyfriend doesn't talk to me properly like earlier  and now this anxiety makes me overthink the entire day . Makes me insecure what if he tries something against Me . I'm tired of this feeling and want this thought to leave. 

I'm honestly enjoying this app more after my old for removed and new account 😂
A fresh start & new people and the old best ones 💁

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