Does anyone have a dream proposal on their mind?
Is so whats that? How will it be?Just excited to know how people think differently in giving surprises and expressing emotions

Yes. Although I am single AF but I always dreamed of a Bollywood style proposal. My partner goes down on one knees, recreates some iconic 90s movie scene and asks me to marry him. 

3am Thoughts

Just a simple question from girls. Why do you call someone bro? Is it because you genuinely calls them brother or is it just a slang, you don't mean to call him bhaiya. 
Or do you do this voluntarily just to make fun of the that guy for being kind or is it just that you are afraid that he will starts messaging me again so to avoid that you call him bhaiya.  Or is these any other reason? 
Just be honest with your answers please. 

Confusion

If you ever love someone again, remember that "you can live without them". Saying that bcz once i committed to it that will be not possible for me but rn IT IS POSSIBLE CUZ I'M LIVING STILL💗

I just hate myself. I feel like I make lies of people around me miserable like people around me always are disappointed of the way I am. My parents are always after me saying to study more and all of that. I'm not saying they are wrong, they are saying those for my sake , I know that but when someone is not able to do something even when tried a lot of times, we need to understand that something is wrong w them. Well no one understands me, idk why. I think my college friends hate me because they always look up on each other but never did that to me, I have to text them, I have to to initiate the conversations every time and sometimes they do not even respond to me. Even this all brings me a lot of sadness, I used to feel a bit happy that I had my bestfriend who was always there by me. But nowadays I feel like pushing her away too. I don't understand what is wrong with me. I get depressed with every thing. Id that ok to feel like this or is something really wrong with me?

Mental Wellbeing

Koi sports lover hai kya?

Alopecia

Feels like the mind is on airplane mode 

I am someone who is extremely conscious about my weight. I guess it is because I was very skinny as a kid, so skinny, that my maths teacher didnt think it necessary to provide me my my own seat seeing as i could fit in the extra corner of her bed where she kept her books. But then i stepped into my teenage years and suddenly it seemed to me that over the night i gained all this weight and developed breasts that are too big for my short height. And it was like i became a different person with all these changes happening in me. And i hated it. I hate when people comment on my sudden weight gain and advice to do this and that. I hate it when i look into the mirror and couldnt see myself anymore. I hate it when every time i dont fit in my own clothes as my chest wont allow it. To be honest I am not that fat. I am your average heavy person. My chest just sticks out badly making me look like a balloon. And i dont have a problem with  my weight because i want to look good. I am a complete tomboy who doesnt think twice before throwing on something of my brother's for any occasion. No, I have a problem because this isnt me. I wasnt like this.. And i just cant get that out of my head. I have tried so hard to lose weight, too hard. But i cant exactly get rid of my chest can i? I have been the worst friend to myself. I have exercised,  cycled, jogged and i eat less than you can imagine. Nothing works. And  sometimes i obsess so bad about my weight, that i do things in frustration. What am i doing wrong?
 I know I need to stop. I know my weight defines nothing about me. I know i need to make peace with who i am. I just cant start. I dont need anybody to tell me that I am beautiful, but if anyone, anyone at all can relate, or even if you dont, i would like to hear about your story.

Frustration

We went to the beach today, with my workmates, we had fun, they're tipsy, we're all tipsy. There's this one girl, we're kinda close in the workplace. I had a crush in her, day one at work. Please take note, I am straight and currently in relationship. I just have this feeling to like girls like in a lesbian way. I took a swim, she was there. I hugged her, her legs on waist She kissed me on my neck, I don't know it went so fast, i kissed her back, intensely. I told her i like her but we're both taken, she said she like me too. I know she's drunk i told her this is wrong, i dont want to take advantage of this moment. She said it's fine bcause we both want each other. She's caressing me so do I. We're gettkng intense ityalready dark. He's boyfriend was approaching i told her we should stop and forget about what happened. I don't know what's ahopening to me but I'm wanting more. And i dont know why

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