Depression/Anxiety is so weird and mentally draining. One day I feel like maybe I will be okay, and the next I feel completely hopeless. Or Iβll wake up and be in a good mood but it all changes within a split second. I could be crying hysterically and then in a split second Iβm fine again. I constantly need reassurance and if you have just a change of tone I feel like you hate me and youβre going to leave me. I have a constant fear of losing those that I love the most. I donβt let people in because Iβm scared of being hurt or taken advantage of all over again. Iβm so tired all the time simply from fighting the thoughts that are in my head. I have no motivation to get anything done yet Iβm so terrified of failing. Having depression and anxiety is so physically and mentally draining. Iβm just tiredβ¦thatβs itβ¦thatβs allβ¦
Sameβ¦ Iβm trying to be ok and I hope every day that its all just a terrible nightmare that will end but its not and i feel like i am just hopeless, out of energy, and i am really emotionally drained too but pls just donβt give up and let go even though its hard.
and i know im just a stranger but everything happens for a reason even though that something is hard it still happened for a reason and hopefully its really the truth βthe truth hurts more than liesβ be ok pls