Dear readers,

It's been a while since we last talked and expressed our feelings.
I am posting this just to check up on you. Let you know you are loved 
and anything you ever need I am here for you.
ps. I am at a point of my life where i am fighting for my happiness 
that's basically why I didn't post for a while. Thank you for understanding.

Always yours, 
Angel Blue

Love

Advice. How to move on

3am Thoughts

I want an hourglass figure :(((

Body Dysmorphia

मैं अगर शुरुआत हूं,
तो अंत तुम हो...
मेरी चाहतों का रंग तुम हो।।

कैसे बयां करूं तुम्हें इन शब्दों में,
जब हाथ में पकड़ी कलम तुम हो।।
- Queen 👑

Poetry

How many kammanhalli peeps here ? 

Celebration

Hey! Hope you all are doing good.
I got married a few months back and before marrying the guy (arranged marriage) he told me about his past. He has a kid from another woman which as he says, was a mistake and he told the woman to not keep it because he was just 22 years old but she still chose to keep the baby. Now that he is 32 and we got married, idk its difficult for me to accept the reality. Not that the kid lives with him or something, but he takes care of the kid financially and on the other hand, we are struggling financially. When its time for our honeymoon, i, who was very sure of not spending our honeymoon in our home country, still chose to stay back and go to some nearby city because he told me very clearly that we are not in the position to spend that much money and i did support him. Not just the honeymoon, but even if i want to buy anything which is worth more than rs1000, he’ll remind of the money problems. But now, he says that his son needs furniture and he just said to me very normally that he will have to spend 50-70k ATLEAST. Whenever its about his kid, he doesn’t think of the money. I mean, idk how i should feel about it. Whenever he talk about the kid idk i just dont feel good. I am not a mean person but I’ve never had all these feelings before. 
Please suggest me what i should do about this situation and my feelings. 


Adulting

Tell me a dad joke

I am sick and tired of being always available to everyone. it upsets me even more when I see people just doing fine without me or after knowing that I am struggling because when I make someone close I stand by their thicks and thins rigid, I feel sad if they're sad and when I am sad literally everyone suddenly started caring about their personal space.
Do I not feel having my personal space all the time, oh yes i so do but whenever someone needs me i do compromise it and look at me now all bottled up with no one to vent to.
I don't even know if i made any true bonds or not, all this makes me question everything 


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