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Covid19

Lonely

Fuck you covid


Frustration

Did....Corona end? 

Other

I have this sinking feeling.. covid has made my relationship worse and i feel like I am slipping into depression and I have started to crave death.. for the past one one year there were only fights in my relationship. I feel super lonely and helpless.

Depression

It hasn't been same since covid. Every day feels worse than before.. 🙃

3am Thoughts

**I hope everyone right here, 
Is alright Please take care of yourself. 
You all are precious.
Take care properly. 
Dont get out of your house without any irrelevant work.
Take medicines like vitC, Zinc tablets etc. 
And yess please get vaccinated. 
Its nothing dangerous**

**TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF AND YOR FAMILY** 💜💜

COVID HELP

It is snowing outside, and I am extremely worried about Meredith safety. ￼

Anxiety

I see people post their glow up and positive change since 2020. Pre Covid, during Covid and now.
Some are doing exceptionally well in work, some have achieved their body goals, some are now happily settle with their love.
Here I my version of glow up..
I didn’t had courage to put this on social media. As this might look sad and show my down fall.
PRE COVID- 
▪️I had a good well paying job and respected designation.
▪️I was living away from family, full freedom.
▪️I was happy with whatever small group of friends I had. Use to have frequent conversation and everything was going good.
▪️health wise I was underweight but mentally health was fine.
▪️had a good relationship with my partner.
▪️ I was happy in whatever my life was at that point of time.
COVID-
▪️ shifted back to home, started living with family after 6 years. Very difficult situation for me.
▪️ came to know that there is a lot of problems in family.
▪️lost my job, had no work and earning.
▪️seeing all the fighting at home, being scolded shouted upon. I developed trauma and anxiety.
▪️ I no longer talked to family or to friends like I use to.
▪️cut off from all my friends, then noticed that nobody approached back. Making me feel it I only I in this friendship…or this was friendship only from my end.
▪️partner cheated upon me, then it was just bad and eventually I broke up.
▪️started taking therapy for anxiety, but had no money to go to actual dr to get myself treated. So keep participating in free sessions.
▪️anxiety got serious had panic attacks, cried alone for months, without my family knowing it.
NOW-
▪️still no job
▪️live with family 
▪️ developed defence mechanisms from domestic fighting as Freez.
▪️ now my mom and few friends know about my anxiety and panic attacks, still not got any dr consulting for it.
▪️frequently getting anxiety attacks, feeling of worthless.

I’ve been ignoring the brexit and signing anti ICE petitions for far too long. Haven’t signed any anti Brunei things either. But on the plus side I’ve watched Infinity wars a million times already. 

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