Choose people who:

- Choose you.
- Ask how you are.
- Let you be you.
- You can breathe easily around. 
- Are good for your mental health.
- Want to see you win.
- Don't try to control you. 
- Help you become the best version of yourself.

Weirdo

Life

I am holding my feelings my anger to be exact. If someone says something rude to me and I know it is not a joke I become so angry but soon after I start to kill myself from the inside because my anger can't be vented. 

I am sick of being hypocrite to bottle my thoughts and feelings. Telling I feel okay. But I can't tell them either because they will say I am a psycho.

Anger Issues

I think I am famous on here because everyone wants to connect with me due to the fact that I always talk about Meredith ￼

Happy

Having good self-esteem is not about reaching any specific benchmark.Instead it seems to be connected to our internal voices and subjective thinking

Motivation

I wish they were not alive. So that I could suicide in peace. It's all a deadlock hell.

Suicidal Ideation

What to do when you literally have the worst past like the most shaming one and you still have remains of it around of your current life and you don't trust anyone of those around you and the responsibilities get bigger day by day 

3am Thoughts

a.o.m.e
I. 
in every note, dream and thought
smile on my face you always brought
as i stare on the window, up in the sky
i then knew, you're the apple of my eye.

II.
different feelings i feel from you everyday
you painted colors on my sky once gray
you in my mind as my favorite music play
i cant help it as i danced my night away.

III.
lonely days doesn't seem too lonely
spending my time thinking about you only
is that bad? but it really makes me happy
then i remember you're mine, how lovely.

IV.
everyday i wake up waiting for you
for another day, with my love i look up to
may this thing between us still continue
i love you really, so much its true.


(i was really proud of this poem that i made a year ago, ill share it for the people here :D)

Poetry

I just wanna know the things that I'm feeling rn, are they even justified?


Compassion

Last year during the lockdown me n my bestfriend used talk all the time.
We used study together and shared everything
But now it’s all weird,from talking literally every other 1hr of the day now we don’t talk for weeks and even if we do it’s just for formality.
She told me she needs some time apart cause she has to sort things out and nothing will change in our friendship and i get that but it doesn’t feel that way and i just miss her soo damn much.

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