Bro friendship breakups hurts the most, I miss my bff but she was sooooo toxic. Can anyone relate?

My bff was always telling me that I should loose some weight or like she would laugh at me whenever I did something different with my makeup, my self esteem was so low because of that, when I told her I felt bad she was like it's for your own good. Like wtf

Yes! They are much into rubbing their opioid on us and portrait themselves as they care for use. End of the day  its toxicity prevails.

Yes i can relate!! Sometimes it happens because she chose her bf over bff. But thats ok, life goes on

It happens plenty of times in life look peoples leave us when they didn't see any benefits in us so take it easy just learn how to move on and leave person we need to learn balance between peoples 

Friends

I can't get to sleep I feel empty I want to cry but I also don't. I am stressed about school but yet I am still procrastinating. Ugh what's wrong with me. 😭😭 

Anxiety

Dosto ki kami bhi khalti hai, lekin dost banane bhi nahi hai, kyuki jab jab banaye hai sab matlabi nikle hai, kabhi zarurat par kaam nahi aaye, meri age 23 hai, iss time pe I'm not open up with with my parents na,, toh kya karu, koyi toh chahiye na kabhi kabhi open up krne ke liye, log suggest krte hai socialize karo, but socialize krne se open up kaise ho sakte hai, jo baatein kisi khaas ke sath kar sakta hu vo openly kisi se bhi jaake kaise kardu,,,, lekin jab bhi socha ki dost bana lu, tabhi life reality se parichit karwa deti hai... Ab poore time sirf job karke toh nahi nikaal sakta na, or cousins ya family se bhi saari baatein share nahi kar sakta, toh kya karu, kaise karu, koyi solution ho toh batao pls 🙂

I tried to rant here twice, it took me to some login prompt and it all got lost. I'm too tired to write it again. So I'll just write a tl;dr of what I wanted to write:
 
Life is absurd.

Mental Health

"You will not always be the smartest person in the room, and you will not always be the strongest or the funniest or the most talented. But you can always be brave and you can always be kind, and these are the things you should be every minute of every day for the rest of your life. Because yes, those other things, they're great things. But these things are better."

Affirmations

I did something wrong. I knew it was wrong and I still did it. I had an affair after 14 years of marriage. It didn’t last long and I ended it but the guilt of these actions kill me. This year was really hard for me. I stopped going to my therapist and that’s when I made this horrible mistake. I’m thankful for this man and it really sucks that this was how I had to realize how much he matters to me. He puts up with all my baggage, he’s supportive, loving, and a wonderful father. Although he has his spurts of angry towards our children. I want to try, I want to be better, I want to make the relationship better and I’m trying. I really messed up. He doesn’t know and I want to keep it that way. I wouldn’t want to be with me if I were him. I really feel like a terrible human being. 

Marriage

Like now you can't even comfort someone or give your opinion, no matter what people will always do you wrong, And then their posts be like "I never wronged you" like yeah sure the nights where I overthinked, had suicidal thoughts because of you, that wasn't wrong According to you?

3am Thoughts

Anyone from Pakistan here?

why do people label those who seek love as desperate ? like we are social beings , doesnt that mean we all need love ,then why stereotype people who seek love and tell them that they are deviod of self love just because they seek love from others?

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