Being sick and unwell for months has given me the love, support and compassion from my family, that I was yearning for the longest time after going through some traumatic events.
I want to get better but I also fear losing all that love and support I’m getting right now by being ill. 
Coming to this realisation feels weird, but I’m also able to understand why I feel that way. Still, it’s so complicated and doesn’t feel right!

Thank you so much for your kind words! 💛

get well soon! I understand how r u feelings..it's maybe the same with me... But more importantly, you have to pay attention to your health... they just might be showing it but...they really love you..so... hang in there!!


Lonely

Good morning to some people ☀
I hope you have a wonderful day and great experiences 🥰
Don't forget that there are people who care for you in your daily life, even if it doesn't feel like they do.
Sending Love ❤

Supportive

Is this app any useful ? I just ranted and I do feel a little nice but no one interacted with me lol 

Exhausted

“Selfishness, self-centeredness! That, we think, is the root of our troubles. Driven by a hundred forms of fear, self-delusion, self-seeking, and self-pity, we step on the toes of our fellows and they retaliate.”


Happy

Is anybody else feeling miserable ? 

Anxiety

I doubted my boyfriend again and he ran and did everything to prove to me that he didn't cheat. And now I feel so guilty of the things I accused him of. I can never stop my thoughts from thinking about anything that can go wrong and with that there's no stop to how I worry about it. He calmed me down but the guilt of putting him through something like this and also embarrassing myself so much makes me feel so low. And by time ik that this would destroy my relationship in the long run. He didn't do anything wrong but fear and everything just got me down and made me think of the worst case possible.
It has always been like this for me. I am trying to get professional help but I don't think I'd get better without ending up losing a great guy.

Boyfriend

Abe yaar ye kya ho gaya hai mujhe 
Aise lag raha khud se hi dur ho gaya hun 

Conflict

Fd up

Why this day shouldn't be the worst day of my life....but why it is....dad scolded me like i amn10 yr old...he has never changed....i thought he is different...i thought he will change the way he sees me....but he still has that faerful eyes...filled with anger....and i dont know how to get rid of it....the kind of fear i never had in my life.....those eyes filled with lava....like it want to burst me...wantdd to swallow me whole in one take.....i do fear fear but was something i never had seen in my 20 yr life...it was like i was still the child who still had a lot to learn from his father.....when ur fucking 24 yr old and ur dad scolds u like he had that scream held in between his thoracic cavity.....why he do that...am i that worthless to him....do he even have smeone who he love abduntly.... Without expecting smething....what is my worth in his life...does he even thing i am a part of him...the way he said things.....the way i never feel myself mpre isolated from this world.....is it like i never existed and i were i dont mean nothing to him.... I know i said some bad things it is jst to be play cool in front of him...that might have triggered him....he do have a monster inside....still growing and burst when it had that chance.....he think he own me....he thinks jst becoz he had genetically related to me....he had the ryt to ask and do things to me.....my fsther i nevwr seen him apolozing he might evwn thinks of my family as a grp of waitress and waiters who are their to serve them...os this is all we r in front of him or jst i am making a big deal out of it....he never call to ask how i am amd voce verse i never counted on him....to be their for me.....i have read 20 plus help book what does that tell me....i have seven months to make 65000 thousand rupess on my own....i am ready to be in thia wolrd of money....to get paid...well.....



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