Been with someone who ruined my mental health. I know now how peaceful it is when you are with right person. ❤ 

Thanks, but I guess you forgot to read the second sentence 👀

Gratitude

I AM GOING GO WORK OUT TODAY AND MAKE MY FK BIGNETS 

3am Thoughts

Shades of Life ..always unpredictable..
What is important to leave the moments..
People meet ..people move on .. intimacy’s .. fantasy.. attractions will happen.. can’t be forced..
Food can be tasty but not always…
Life take exams .. few pass .. few stuck .. facing the situation is 🔑 … looking for help is not bad ..good n bad both type
Of people exists ..
people .. time .. situation.. thinking etc etc .. is changing… that’s why i say Always “ Life is Unpredictable .. enjoy the moments of moments…“

Society

Don't know why Iam feeling like this.Became lazy. Not talking to friends. Not doing well at work. Feeling like want to cry out😢

Mood Disorder

Ok ok 

People who have good relationship with their parents are lucky ... nothing will change in my case i am tired & sometimes i feel not to exist ...

Life

Sandeep Maheshwari vs prakhar 😂😂

please read through it and tell me if this is normal 

i hate grand army
it was my favorite show and what happened to joey was the one part i focused on. and then it happened to me. she questioned the truth too. we were both high, we both got fingered without consent. i hate how connected i feel to her knowing she’s not joey. she’s an actress. i’ll never get to say “joey we have a lot in common” “let’s be friends” i know it sounds weird but since then that’s all i’ve wanted to do. something else that’s really weird. i wanna hug him and talk to him. i wish i waited a bit to tell people. i wish i didn’t come home crying as hard as i could. i wish my parents were as supportive. i wish they didn’t try to punish me for it. i wish the school was helpful. i wish the boys didn’t hate me for it. i wish i filed a police report. i wish i stayed in bed that day. i wish i never ate them. i wish i never agreed to tyler coming over. i sometimes think about just hugging him again. or crying to him about him. i just wish we had a chance to be friends. i know he didn’t realize what he was doing. i hope. then again when i asked if he was a nice guy he said yes. every time i asked. with his hands on different parts of my body each time. i wanted to die the whole time. watching my bsf have fun on drugs while i’m in his scary situation. i think about it all the time. i write about it. i was a kid. why was it me. the images in my head. his voice. his smell. his arms wrapping around me keeping me from going away. and he keeps talking to me. at school. one time he said excuse me when he walked past. one time i stayed after class and i was bent over at a desk and when he walked past me he grabbed my waist. i see him talking about me. someone came up to me and said “imagine going to the school and saying you got raped. embarrassing” idk what to do anymore. one time i yelled at him in the halls. all he did was tell me not to push people. but i was so mad. what makes him think he can talk to me. get mad at me. point at me. tell others about me. call me a bitch. block me. he’s the worst. and guess what. my own boyfriend believed him over me, my best friend, my dad, my brother. i barely talk to my dad and my bf and bsf are just here for a little. but my brother? we literally sleep in the same room. we share everything. we go to each other in the middle of the night when we can’t go to bed. we talk shit about people to each other. we’ve been through so much together and he won him over. he believed a random man he’s never met before over me. it makes sense. he’s just like that. everyone likes him. he’s so nice. he got mad at me for pushing ppl. the first time i talked to him since it happened was in discord. the conversation started with me saying i’m sorry. and ended with him calling me a bitch. when i said i’m sorry he asked me if i was ok. he talked to me. he was rlly chill. sometimes i wanna tell people it never happened. just so that people would leave me alone. he would see that he won. he would tell his friends to back off. 

Depression

little things like the reflection of car headlights on wet roads at the end of a rainy day, or pouring milk into a cup of coffee, or putting on a hoodie after you’ve been out in the cold, or the bright look on a dog’s face when their owner comes back home after a long day of work, or seeing a friend laugh at the joke you made, or getting an A on the test you didn’t study for, or listening to the latest song from your favourite artist for the first time, or perfectly catching something your friend threw towards you, or hearing your favourite song at the mall. it’s the little things. all the little things that make life what it is.
I hope you smiled at least once while reading this. ????

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