Are all father's like that 
Are all men like that 
Do all fathers ignore their families
Don't fathers care 
Aren't fathers supposed to protect you
Aren't they supposed to care how you feel
Aren't they supposed to want to see you happy
Will my whole life be like this 
I hate men
I hate him
They just walk over you 
They ignore you 
They treat you like trash
They only talk to you want they want something
They only do something expecting something bigger in return 
I gathered all the courage I freaking had to speak up and ask for what I wanted but then boom again brushed off and ignored 
I don't want to be hurt or sad 
I want to be productive and alive 
I am tired of living in fear and being scared all the time
I am so tired 
So tired 
So tired 😭💔

Try to work hard for your future , be busy , u will get distracted

Depends from person to person.. some are super strong, some are just douchebags. 😌 More power to ya. ✨

Uff try to talk to him if he doesn't get that stop caring about that 

Depression

I' feeling so low , cause of my dad's illogical fights. My exams are around the corner. So i usually sit outside with my grandfather who was a professor. He helps me study. We also talk a lot and it's one of my comfortable moments.
But, i don't know why my papa does not like it. He hit me on the head and told me to never sit with my grandfather again. 
Anyone please give advice how do i deal with this. I don't want to make him understand cause i don't think he will listen . This is driving me nuts

Anger Issues

So I am really bad at physics and I need extra help. I have found a tutor but he is asking for greens 💵. My dad is an alcoholic and he thinks he can make people stay by paying them and buying them gifts and loaning them. Which leads to fights out of frustration with us and you know what the worst part is - he thinks our happiness is way less important than the outside world's. Even so much so that he fights with us when people ask for loans and he loans them a huge amount. And everyone uses him and I have to help him through his turmoil only to hear hurting words. I Don't ask for much. All is ask for is food shelter and love. And I am so scared to even ask him to hire that tutor because he might start drinking again and I would have to be tortured again. 

Life

Why my father is abuser? Why he shout & beats us everytime? Why can't he stop drinking alcohol? When my life will be okay? Why I can't live happily? Why? Why? Why? Why God hates me? Why? 

Child Abuse

I'm being very rude with my dad. He was a drunkard. He never respected me. Despite of not talking to him few years he didn't ask for forgiveness. I started talking again. When he was in hospital I use to be there for him be with mom, trying to be strong but that man never gave a shit about our efforts. He has given us everything that we can buy with the help of money but in return we had to give our happiness our mental peace. Today he was sleeping whole day his skin has loosen down dark circles and seeing his body language I'm not talking with him. My mom told me no one should have daughter like me. Am I wrong? What should I do? 

Mental Illness

I live in a typical brown middle class family and I am the only daughter of my parents. I am so much hated because I'm a girl by my entire family I've always been a good daughter, good at my grades in school. I am doing MBBS right now which means I'll become a doctor in a few years. But I am still underestimated by my family just because I'm a woman. I'm a feminist I want equality and it kills me when I see so much patriarchy in my own family. My dad earns my mom earns too but whenever she has to do something she wants she has to take his permission. He cannot get up to take a glass of water himself and he thinks its our duty to do so, it does not matter whether I'm studying or doing something important I have to get up and bring him that glass of water or make him tea. Yesterday there was some problem in the kitchen and it got late to make his tea he yelled and shouted at me and my mom that I can't even have my Tea on time. Today he says to me that all this is happening because he has given us too much freedom and says shoes are supposed to be kept on its place. I felt so bad it broke my heart. I have no respect left for him. I just talk to him because I'm financially dependent on him and I have to make a career. All these years have not been easy for me when I'm trying  so hard to become a doctor, I'm in my 3rd year now and this is the kind of support I get from my own family where I'm told that I'm a piece of shit and I feel so bad that I cannot do anything about it except of just sitting and crying

Family

IDK what exactly I am feeling right now. well, I am 17YO. And ever since my parents got married all they had constantly is chaos. after 1 year I was born. My father never took any responsibility for me/ mom, he never did anything that made me love him. instead, I dislike him. Just for my sake, my mom sacrificed 18years of her life with him. meanwhile, she tried to suicide and domestic violence took place right under my presence. recently I convinced my mom to get divorced, it was better not to have a father than having him in that position. Mom got a piece of judgment stating certain rules but the marriage still exists for some reason. According to that my father was supposed to pay me a certain amount and do the rest of my things equally shared with mom but mom will be the fosterer, not him. last year October 10th, at 10:00 pm we left that home...he didn't even bid goodbye and I didn't have any feelings either...till now he hasn't given me a single penny and now he has gone to his home town...today we just got to know that he is getting married or some sort of similar function is going on in his house...IDK how am I suppose to feel? he just didn't pay any compensation, ruined my mom's and my life...mom is struggling to upgrade her life and raise a teenager while he...I don't think this is fair...mom is helpless...she is having no one else than me and I have no idea what to do for her...I literally need some help to figure out what should I do. my father is rich but he proved himself as poor in front of the court and now he is capable of a second marriage and not completely settle our thing, and mom is so generous that she is not interested to go behind it and file a case. give me some advice

When I was 6 or 7 years old, my father looked at me in the eye and said it's my bad luck that I became your father otherwise I wouldn't choose to be a father of you people.


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