Annoyed but Ambitious... looking... feeling.... creating... growing.... aspiring. 
Weird combination? Eh, I guess not!! Feeling all type of ways is normal ❤️

Yes it truly is! Sometimes a rush of feelings happens! Keep growing and remember change is the only constant in life. 

Self Love

I feel so frustrated and dumb, I feel like im always a shadow of my smart family, everyone is smart except me. Im not good at evrything I try to act like one but my mind is rlly empty im so discouraged and frustrated for the past 3 days. Evryone hates me, annoyed on me, evry time i do mistake ppl shouting and annoyed in me. I thought im strong and confident, I like to argue what i think is right online but when it comes to personal, my traumas, insecurities evrythng....... thats all i dont wanna cry so im not adding more 

Lonely

when will it get better lol 

Is there any one who is suffering from OCD? I need help because a OCD person can Better understand the other OCD person.

Mental Health

I feel numb.. most of time even I don't know what and why I am feeling. Every day feel like a repeated cycle of failure nothing excite anymore.. talking with myself for hours and think like someone is listening. There so Much inside me but I have been suppressing everything and everything just piles up and now I don't Even know where to look for myself. Sometime I feel that even if I die tomorrow I won't be sad and I  don't wanna go out it scares me I feel like everyone is watching me judging me I feel suffocated.. everyone saw that I am laughing bt why no one saw that after that fake smile as my eyes looks for a place to just hide .. I am ok I am fine yeah everything thing is great how many times I have to lie why it has to be this why can't it just end all at once. I try to reach out I try but I couldn't speak anything instead I lie again cuz each time I try let someone in they just say how can u do that my mistakes.. each time when I confront someone that it hurts me they still use it against me in next fight to hurt me more and then shut their door on me .....I feel just messed up.

3am Thoughts

I am just feeling hopeless and negative. I get irritated over little things and my anger take control over me. My family doesn't understand me, for them I am a very bad girl and insulting their sanskar and parwarish and all. I guess this is me who is wrong, I want to die and put full stop for forever and best .

Anxiety

I keep having this recurring feeling of worthlessness.. and it comes out of nowhere like I will be out having a good time and something will trigger a negative response so bad that I am immediately pulled in this never ending feeling of being unworthy, that people keep me in their life just for the sake of it, I am not good enough for anything and I don't deserve to be loved. Because if the constant fear of people eventually abandoning me one day, I feel like just leaving everyone and going somewhere far away. I have had suicidal thoughts in the past but I have made myself stronger than before. N for a decent amount of time I thought it was over. But there it was again yesterday when those negative emotions came rushing back all of a sudden making me feel like I am drowning into this never ending hole of self hate. 

I am feeling terrible, please help me 😭

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