Alcoholic father. My childhood destroyed. I was so angry at God for not giving me peace. My trust was broken. I desired for a father figure. Never got one. Funny how when my father stopped drinking I was an atheist. I don't know if my father ever feels guilty of ruining my childhood. 

I am so sorry for what you have been through. Please do not hold onto these feelings as I dont want them to make you bitter in the future. You are allowed to be upset, but I think you need to now start working on getting out of this. 

Thank you for sharing this with us. I am sorry you had to go through this. Hope you’re doing well. Just one advice, let it go. Free yourself from the hate, regret, anger and other bottled emotions. I know it’s hard, but it might be the best thing for you in the long run. More love and power to you❤️

Mental Health

I always postpone my work!

Depression

“True friends are never apart, maybe in distance but never by heart.”

“Friendship is the purest love.”

“A friend is someone who knows all about you and still loves you.”

“That’s when I realized what a true friend was. Someone who would always love you—the imperfect you, the confused you, the wrong you—because that is what people are supposed to do.” 



Friends

How do I cope with gender dysphoria?

LGBTQ

Sometimes i am super happy but sometimes i am very sad. Some days i feel i can manage things so well. But wen there are bad days i feel horrible to the extent of thinking about taking my life as well. I was never such a person. I was always happy chirpy bol smart confident nd self motivated. But ever since i got married things changed. My MIL is the biggest problm in my life ryt now. Wen shes around( which is most of the time) i feel damn depressed. Nd wen she is not around. I feel like that happy chirpy confident girl. Its a long story. I dnt knw how to express all here. Also i dont knw if someone has the patience to listen to me. But i badly need someone. May b therapist or a frnd who can help me get through this. Because now its not possible for me to handle everythng alone

Relationships

I found some one's getting deep into the depressive dilemma of the platform by responding to others as helping them including me as well...is this a disadvantage or a good thing to be helping others while still feeling kind of tired inside like always at the end...tbh I felt that 🖐🏻!!

Anxiety

I am felling extremely lonely, wanting to express my thought but there is no one to talk to. I don't know how to feel or what to do. My boyfriend and I have been together almost everyday for the past 2 months. 5 days ago was the last time I saw him and it was only for a half hour. I called him 3 days later to see if he wanted to hangout. He said yes but a little while later he said he couldn't make it due to a flat tire. He said if he got it fixed that day he would come see me the next day. On my way to the store, I rode past his house (he live on the same street as me) and he was out fixing his tire. The next day I texted him to see if he was still coming over. I got the notification that he read my message but he never responded. I rode by his house and he was not home.. Later that night he posted on his snap chat story and he was at his friends house. I am just confused and hurt. When he is with me he is very loving and affectionate with me, always telling me he loves me. He seems like he is very into me. He liked me before I had feelings for him. But when he is with his friends I don't hear from him for a few days. I really don't think there is another girl, it's just that I feel like his friends are more important to him than me. I want to call him but at the same time I feel like if he really wants me let him come to me. I really like him and I want to work things out. I don't give up easily.  I don't have any other problems with him besides communication. Any advice would be greatly appreciated.

Boyfriend

I have put all of my trust into you, honesty could have saved us so much time and effort, im broken and i am not moved on yet, i hope your aren’t doing well at all.

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