indifference @indifference
A while ago I lost this guy, his red-haired curls still leave this presence in my mind. Sometimes I like to believe that he’s with me even tho he’s miles away in ashes. his death confused us all because he wasn’t meant to die, he had everything and more. He had a life, he had a family- even tho it was highly dysfunctional- he had a girlfriend, which he talked about all the time. He sat beside me, engaged with me, sometimes I feel horrible to even say this but, I liked him in a kiddish way, so maybe his death hurts more because of that. He glanced my way the same day he perished, that look, I cant seem to forget. Sometimes I wished it was me instead of him.
Ricky @ricky_
The fault in our stars :(
Nothing that I say will reduce your pain. Time will heal. Sending strength
