A short poem written by me.

LIFE WITHOUT YOU

I showed u all the love
I knew,
Never realized the days
we had were few, 
I still feel you around me
Cause' I can't imagine a
LIFE WITHOUT YOU

Some stories are meant to
never end, 
This story was decided to have
an end, 
There was a time when we smiled now it just blew, 
I can't imagine a
LIFE WITHOUT YOU

Our story had few bad things
and good things few, 
If I meet God I will make
him shew, 
The time we spent were
Very few, 
Its hard to accept that you
are not here, 
Cause' I have never imagined a
LIFE WITHOUT YOU

BETTER THINGS ARE COMING ! god bless u ! 

Love

Today I'm anxious. Don't know why... Not feeling well 😔

Confusion

Love is life

Sexual Health

How can I make long distance relationship working? 
Like to add extra crunch to it.That old spark. We both love each other but I want him to be more expressive. 

Relationships

Do I really feel like home anywhere? I'm proud I tried going to Bangalore and Goa to restart my life with no work only to come bCk to my dysfunctional family in Gurgaon (ncr).. Past 1/2 years until now have been all about wasting money.. Making super wrong decisions

Lying to people to not feel ashamed or with the fear of being judged. Loving through massive cptsd n trauma responses. Staying a little longer than I should have wherever I felt a bit of belonging and sense of home..eg my mamis house in Mumbai or this shitty area and hostel in northern most Goa.. And then developing this inertia or comfort for that place and feeling a sense of belonging ness and not wanting to leave it or even during the days

Being lazy waha. I hope God and. My genuine loved ones forgive. Me for being soo vulnerable and needing belonging ness. And loved ones and God don't judge me for making mistakes.. Keep going from one place to another. And not judge me Or shame me

Like my own father, my developed inner critical voice and some people do

3am Thoughts

excited and thrilled
who will be my girl bestie here
please connect me
i am very helpful
try and know 

Body Positivity

For the love of God,
why do you have a death stare?
It's really starting to freak me out.
Don't you know that people
usually avert their gaze
when they're uncomfortable?
It's not like you're some sort of vampire -
you're just a girl.

Blessed are those who can give without remembering and take without forgetting. ~Bernard Meltzer


Other

A Blessing! 

In tough times, and blurry sides, 
There are loved ones who are missing, 
Somehow you get someone like a blessing, 
The one who soothes, listens me all day long, 
The one who made this life a melodious song, 
The one who always walks besides,
Wiping my tears even on heavy tides, 
Wish to endure these minutes forever,
Wish to be in it wherever, 
Such love and care is never wasted, 
Fortune enough to got it, 
She got the light in those cracks, 
What if we have our own climax, 
More love, less hate, found my soulmate,
Somehow you get someone like a blessing,
To make you forget your misfortunes.

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