Zindagi se seekhne ke liye zindagi ko jeena padhta hai 
Haalato se haarke baith jaana dimag ko shaant kardeta hai lekin Dil ko takleef hoti hai 
Dil ko zinda rakhne ke liye zindagi ko jeena padhta hai aur zindagi jeene ke liye zindagi se seekhna padhta hai

Zindagi ka khel bh ajeeb sa hai.. jo samjh gya vo jee gya .. jo na samjha gya vo ro gya ..

3am Thoughts

Productive as well as interesting things to do as  a commerce pass out student so as to get onto some mandatory knowledge along wth an initial earning?


Education

I'm terrified of everything 

Does anyone want to cry so badly but just physically cannot? Just me?

Confusion

Hi. Anyone from delhi

Day 216 of writing journal entries.

It was a fine day. I went shopping with my family, and then we did some yard work after that. Though something strange happened, I had an allergic reaction, not sure why… but I broke out in hives, I turned red, and felt super weak. Luckily we took care of it and I’m fine now.

The rest of my day was as usual, just chilling in bed at home, in my own little world. I hope everyone is doing fantastic! Peace be with you.

Personal Growth

Stuck in life, lonely,blank future

Failure

I’m feeling so overwhelmed by emotions. I’m so tired of processing them constantly. Im tired of feeling like shit all the time i wish i had enough self love. My family has tested positive for covid and they have sent me to my cousins as i have my exams and i just want to go back home. I really want to cry but its just hard for some reason. I wish there was another way to let it out. I want to just be fine. I know i will be but im so tired. 

Overthinking

I don’t understand why this is happening with me. I am trying to avoid but unable to remove her from my thoughts, my imagination. Day before yesterday I was searching something in an excel sheet and her name appeared on the screen. My eyes were literally stuck on the screen, I forgot what I was doing for a while. After a minute I remembered what to do but I didn’t want to move and just wanted to read her name again and again. Yesterday was her last day (came to know from someone). We both saw each other as both wouldn’t know it. She didn’t speak with me (we rarely spoke with eachother). I don’t know what to do now. I couldn't see her leaving could not even told her don’t go 😔 She was standing in front of me. and I was crying from inside 😭 She left without speaking a single word with me 😔

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