Yrr I don't know but aaj fir mujhe anxiety ho rahi he mujhe use dekhne ka mn kr Raha he but I know ki ab kuch hone ni wala esa kyu ho raha he yrr , mujhe usse koi mtlb ni rakhna he but tb bhi meko anxiety ho rahi he

Haaa ma esa kuch ni krne wala hu but i am not feeling welll

Ye thore derr ki anxiety me..esa koi kadam na uthana jo bad meh regret ho..calm krne ko apn ko mind ko shant krna h..so talk to someone..taki thora comfortable ho sako... anxiety temporary hai..but koi action permanent impact chorta h

Anxiety

Being sensitive,
ab ye time aa gya hai ki kuch feel hi nahi ho raha,
na kisi ka aana, na kisi ka jaana
pata nahi kis mod par aa gayi he zindagi,
sab hi thik lag rha hai, par nahi bhi 
kuch feel hi nahi ho raha hai.
So filhal,
kal project review hai, or yaha mene presentation banani shuru bhi nahi ki, I know kal kya hone wala hai mera, puri class hogi, bharpur class lene wale hai profesors meri. Koi rancho bhi nahi hu me, jo sab ho jayega, itna stress, worry ho chuki hai, ki ab kuch bhi feel nahi ho raha, kuch nahi ho raha hai, par bas yahi hai.
Itna khatam ho chuke hai
Kuch bacha hi nahi

 


Exhausted

dosto apni pareshani baato ek sentence m
mine - ( i can't control my thoughts) and i suffer

3am Thoughts

relation mai aana nahi tha mujhe lekin 6 mahine dost rehne k baad bar bar purpose krne k baavjood bhee relationship mai aaya ..
or relation ka 4.5 saal baad usnay newzealand jakar 7 mahine ma relation khatam kardia 🥹

Addiction

tumhe nahi lagta ismein voice call ki option honi chahiye.... ? 🤔

Crush

Pata nhi kya ho rha hai mere saath. Saamne pura exam seasons AA rhe hai or abhi tak mai thik se focus hi nhi kar paa rhi. I don't know why I am always being dependent on others for my happiness. This habit of mine is going to ruin my life. Esa bilkul bhi nhi hai ki mai mobile pe dependent hu. I had tried to stay without using phone and I didn't face any issues. But Haan just wanted to talk to a specific person. And that specific person treats me like a third wheel. Pata nhi kyu har baar after studying for maybe 2-3 hrs, I crave for having someone to talk to casually. Mere jo bhi best friends the sab bichad gye. I just can't understand my exact problem and how to sort things out. 

Overthinking

“Ek universal law hona chahiye, ki lovers break up kar sakte hai but dosti? You have to nibhao life long because when friendship ends uska heartbreak na alag hi level ka hota hai.” 

Relationships

I always want to someone who love me wholeheartedly . I feel comfortable in normal sms text.
Actually mujhe bilkul comfortable feel hi nhi hota chaiye career ho ya relationship.
Humesha se bs yhi raha ki koi toh aisa milega jo sach me maan se acha ho... Fb par koi mila  baatein hui ek dusre ko smjhe or jb mujhe pyar hua tb khai or ushne shaddi kr li , dil tut gya or jod nhi payi ...Ab mujhe trust nhi hota kisi par... Try kiya fb par koi mila...jise mujhe se pyaar hua , aj 4 saal hogye baaat kartein h but ladhtein zyda h kyunki mein s*x par baat nhi krti orally bhi nhi. Na kabhi mili na kbhi personally jaanti ,no.bhi exchange nhi hua .
Kbhi itna excited nhi hua milne ko na no.share kiya😔 kyunnki mene nhi kiya but still he loves me lekin hum s*x par baat nhi karti isliye ladai hoti h or shaddi bhi krega but first talk on that topic nhi hota feel comfortable
sb secondary h sb kuch
Ab problem yh ki mene uski feeling ki respect karti hu bura lgta h ki mein apna past experience se usko trust nhi kar paa rhi😔😔😔
Kuch bhi shai nhi job nhi h aisa lgta h mere pass koi capabilities hi nhi h...
Or yeh frustration badhe rhi h ...smjhe nhi ata h mein galat hu ya wo sahi h ..
Smjhe nhi ata konsi job kru ? 30 ki age h shaddi ka pressure upper se sb jagaha se no hopes.
Smjhe nhi ata kya kru ? Kaise confidence feel karu😔😔

Depression

Placement stress: placements nhi horaha bohot dukhi hu bhai pata nhi kuch kuch samaj nhi aaraha kya karu bohot stress hai pata nhi hog bhi ki nhi kuch aacha nhu laga raha yaar . Aab tho hope bhi nhi hai ki kuch hoga. But negative mind hogya hai kya karu. Roone ka maan karta hai par roo bhi nhi sakta ladka hu na. Pata nhi life mai kuch ho bhi payega ki nhi .........

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