You're not happy but pretend to be.. Don't know where to start to describe your pain.. as society don't accept or make relationship with week mental health person... So, you kept your pain inside you.. 

Harsh, but this is the reality. However, hoping that you find people here who will accept your vulnerabilities 

3am Thoughts

Everything is a mess 

I really want to harm myself right now. There's no end to this misery. Why does, always, my faith get tested in everything I believe in? 
Is it my fault that I care way too much about my career and future? I just want the best to happen, but somehow that's way out of reach. I feel sick and tired. I feel frustrated. I feel...numb. Kind of. I want to harm myself. I don't know what's holding me back. Maybe it's fear. The fear of what others will think of me (gosh 😔) . 
I've had enough. Just enough. I hate it. I hate myself, my decisions, my life and me as a person. 

Self Harm

It gets better. Stick through it. It only gets better. 
Whether a relationship or you in your own mind, it always gets better. Sometimes it has to get bad first before it gets good. Remember that. Love you all ❤

Motivation

I feel like I don’t belong here.

Emotional Abuse

I don't know how to express or to write what I feel but I'm drained, I'm tired, I'm in a situation where I'm questioning my worth and should I continue living?? I don't know I'm so tired of waking up every single day continuing this boring depressing cycle of my life. :(

Depression

Yes I'm 19 now and no I'm not lucky, i am unlucky yes most of people say I'm lucky and everytime they just see I have advantage in my life ,
Yes i have advantage but still I'm not lucky or anything
People of my age are in 2nd year of clg rn 
But you know I'm facing the problems more than them 
Ssly I'm mentally not ok 
Always overthinking about future and myself how I'm gonna make it 
Everyday i think should i quit and at same time i say no 
I have to surpass my limits if i want to be that future person i need to work now
Sometimes I'm ok with rain sometimes i just hate rain so much
I'm not connected with my friends now days 😅
Ig they are going through same situation maybe 
Idk what is this feeling, like sometimes i really like who i am and sometimes i  just hate being myself




Life

I'm am married for almost an year now . I'm 24 , living with my husband and his family , working .
I actually have everything that most people may have a problem of not having be it materialistic , emotions or otherwise.
But i feel so low , depressed , i just hate myself and there is this lingering sadness in me that destroying the me I knew and my health. It's creating breakdowns for me in every sphere . 
I feel indentity crisis and I want to do something for myself stand up for myself keep myself happy . I'm giving me 100 percent for everyone and everything and  i know everyone is being kept happy by me

There's a horrible feeling in my chest whenever something goes wrong. I always used to keep it in, not telling anyone because I hate showing anyone I'm vulnerable. My mom is supportive but I hate that she has to be strong even if it might devastate her. I feel almost always on edge, stressed, anxious, angry at myself for not being good enough. I always question if I deserve anything or anyone's support. I always compare myself to others, hating on myself. I cry it out and it gets better for a while, but that feeling never goes away. I think I need help, but don't know whats wrong with me. 

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