Your vibe attracts your tribe. Obsess over your wishes and they will come true. The universe is listening and playing along with your fate in its own mysterious ways.

Happy

Ai think hope is the driving factor of life .....
When hope fades life becomes meaningless....

3am Thoughts

All too well on repeat rn 😀

You are worthy. You are valued.
Allow yourself to forgive yourself.
You matter in every situation though whatever you are going through.
Be gentle with yourself.
♥️


Self Love

Well just don't get why people gives you false hope. Please dude I was better without it but no u have to make it worse to survive ( no relationship crap) just a recruitment HR.

Anger Issues

everyone deserves so much in life and fucking gets nothing 

Anxiety

"Hope holds the bond " 



Hope

Just something I wrote about what I've been feeling; 
Nothing stays if you no longer stay, tell me you won't leave, what happened? if you and I, in the past, I feel like we were once more, but today you're leaving. If this full moon you will take away from me, tell me that while looking at her you'll remember me, tell me you love me because I know you love me and although you should, you won't forget me. I confess that you hurt me, you haven't left yet and I already miss you. I won't cry but the pain is all over my face, I kept it to myself and I dressed it up as love. So many nights I stayed awake because of you, I tried to get better but it only got worse. But you know how I'll remember you? As my first kiss, I'll carry you. I keep the moments, the songs.. and.. I'm sorry, but even if it hurts me I won't forget you.
Because even if our roses die, I know very well that spring will come even if we are not together, when it no longer hurts. I would like to talk to you even though it might hurt, I'd rather experience pain than leaving and becoming two strangers. I'm so good at loving you more while saying that I want you less, I spend too many nights trying to forget you while i saw the half-filled glass breaking. A tired heart pretending it forgot you, tired of waiting, tired of this love... How many roses are you going to wither? we sow a garden of jealousy, you gifted me the skies but it was in my eyes that it rained. 

Other

Reality 

I don't know why I liked you
I don't know why I met you
I know I made the first move
because I expected something out of it. 
I thought you are different
I thought we can connect. 

You laughed at my jokes 
You cried at my pain
You gave me advice 
You gave me a friend. 

But I knew we could never be more,
You were not different.
I thought you were grey
but realised you are just simple 
Black and White. 

I made the first move 
and you just tagged along.
I was the one who ended it-
I just wanted you to say
that you wanted to Stay.
But I said "Stop" 
and you never turned back. 

Soon you became my escape
I wanted you to stay forever.
I can never forget you.
I do miss you.
I let you go
and you didn't stop me. 

But I know,
You did right by yourself.
We were never meant to be 
each other's destinations,
I was just a milestone on your way. 

Why do I expect you to reminisce me 
when I ended it?
Why do I expect you to reach out to me
when I bid you goodbye? 

I know now,
I liked you because you seemed like the one who would change for me. 
You were simple,
nothing exceptional, 
You had no drama,
seemed quite naive,
but supportive.
I was wild 
so I wanted to be the one to show you life. 

I was young
I thought people meet 
and it just clicks
and the rest is history.
I was not wrong 
but that's an exception.
Generalisation is, love is as simple 
as unlove. 
Noone will stay if you ask them to leave
they won't cry
they won't beg
they will walk away
and never come back. 

I met you when I was at the edge
I learnt hard lessons 
Now I came a long way.
I know now,
Noone teaches anyone anything
everyone is discrete
they learn their way 
on their own. 

I can't help but wish 
you knew me now. 

I wish we could meet every midnight 
and I could drench my sorrows into you.
I'm that selfish 
but I wish you could still be my escape. 

I could never truly be yours
despite it all
You were never enough for me. 

You were just time to tick by 
in reality's maze. 

B.

(pla do tell me how is it, and a prequel to this one is on my page too under the name "STATION")









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