You, yes you. You're strong. You're so strong. Don't loose hope. This will end, alright? This will not last forever. If you're going through hard time then take a deep breath in and out. In and out. Stop worrying yourself. That won't help you. My love, take care of yourself. This is not going to last forever. Take care. Just know, that me, from somewhere around the earth is praying that you heal and have a happy life.

Thank you so much. It really means a lot. Take care of yourself, okay?

3am Thoughts

Where were you all the day the girl questioned him (her tone shows how worried she was)  he suddenly pulled her into his embrace and said "didn't I tell you not to wait for me! she held him tight and said if i give up everything can I be with you? Her question made this person hurt(he felt it's his mistake that she is like this now) he fell on his knees with tears in his eyes " I hurt you!and you still want to be with me! The girl questioned "how did you hurt me, he said I will leave when i found my partner
Girl replied with a sigh
Boy said "do you hate me now?
The girl said with a smile" i know i will never be the one who will stand beside you " Go happily. ! Don't worry i will be  happy because your happiness is my happiness. He just hugged her very tight as if he let her go he might lose her and then started singing lullaby for her! The girl didn't close her eyes because she is afraid she might lose him once she closes her eyes! He assured her everything will be fine"Listening to his voice the girl who is leaning on his chest slowly drifted off to sleep! Just then he chuckled and tucked her hair behind the ears and saw her one last time (his eyes were filled with tears) not sure if he will be able to hug her like this ever again! Slowly he carried her to the bed and tucked her in bed!! Held her hand and said to her one last time "it's time to wake up, i know you will be upset but you will be fine ! Don't give up! Don't fight with everyone who hates me! Don't make mom and dad worry!! Follow your dreams! This is not the end!Good byes are not forever!! So don't worry i will meet you again ! 


No the girl and boy are not lovers but they have different meaning of Love oy they can understand "soulmates" even though they don't be together as partners 


Love

LETTERS I COULDN`T SEND TO THEM (PART1 )                                                               I dont know how but i love you and i hate you ,i need you and i`m better offf without you ,i miss you and i`m moving on ,i don`t know how to explain how all these thoughts are going on in my mind at the same time ,i don`t know if i want you back or not ,i don`t know what i`m missing ,i know it`s you but i don`t know if it`s your memories or you as a person ,it came as a shock to me when you left and i think i`m still in the denail stage cause from the very beggining you said you were never going anywhere ,you promised to stay forever and i believed you forgotting of the possibility  that they could be just empty words said by another new person to me .
I know you regret everything you did to me the last time we met and i could sense the guilt from your eyes while you could see the betrayal i felt from you through mine .I dont know if we`re good for each other or not but someone`s gotta know the answer right ? and since it was not me ,that means it must have been you and you left which means we weren`t good for each other ,then why do i think that maybe we could have been the gateaway to each others problems ,why did it hurt so much on saying goodbye that day ,why did we hug so tight that day like we were giving each other strenght for the oncoming vicious  days  ,why did it feel like we didn`t want each other to part ,like if it was in our hands we would run away ,from everything and everywhere in that one instant and just have each other ,and we both know we`ld be okay with just that ,with each other 
You`re that precious treasure those wise people advice to keep in your life for as long as possible hidden from the outside world cause you only find such people once and maybe i`m a fool to not have listened ,i was afraid to lose you ,i was insecure that you`ld find someone better and leave me ,i wanted to tell you how much you meant ,it only mattered to me what you thought of me ,i was jealous when you`ld name someone else a lot cause i thought soon i`ld be replaced by them ,i was scared that they would mean more to you than i mean to you , i was terefied of ever losing you cause you made me believe in myself and when you left i thought that maybe i really was nothing ,why did you had to make me the center of your life only to snatch that away from me and make me feel absolutely worthless and useless but still i wish sometimes that maybe it was more of the right person and wrong timing thing and someday we`ll meet again wwith the right timing and be the right people for each other 

I wish i could have told you all this the day we met for the last time ,i wish that we`ld meet again and i tell you this one day but till then i think i`ll just keep writing to remmember it for when the day comes 



Teenagers

has anyone experienced "love at first sight" before?
 if you have, how did you feel about it after? do you still think about it till this day? 




**if you are looking for the sign this is for you**
sometimes walking away has nothing to do with weakness, and everything to do with strength.  we walk away not because we want others to realize our worth and value, but because we finally realize our own....
- unknown

Mental Wellbeing

you told me that put all your time and your effort to make us work and that you weren’t going anywhere but you left. you left and i missed you. you said you’d be back so i waited but you never did. now, i found someone else and you finally decided to reach out to me. is that what it took? you don’t want me but you don’t want anyone else to have me either? please, just leave me alone. 

Who is first love 

Day by day I am loosing hope in myself 
I am a failure 

Career

Maybe we will meet again!
Maybe we will laugh again!
Maybe we will share the same table again!
Maybe we will read each other thoughts again!
Maybe we will not break each other’s heart again!
Maybe we were meant for each other!
Maybe maybe maybe!
Maybe it will happen someday!
Just not today!
Maybe it will be some other universe! 
Just not here!
Just not here!!!

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts