You will never see my sheded and unshed tears because even when you're in my heart I feel you are so far away from me. 

- Ishita Khanna

mayur

3am Thoughts

i spend my life thinking i was fat because everyone told me so. the doctors said i am at a completely normal weight and healthy. but nonetheless i was told to lose weight, i was called a fat pig, random old men on the streets told me to lose weight. I was told at only 13 that i’d have to lose weight in order to get a boyfriend. I was told i couldn’t wear dresses. I always thought it was normal to be treated like that but it really isn’t. It’s only now that I realized I deserve so much better. Nobody deserves to be body shamed period.

Body image

Keashur  cha kah

I was great at studies. I failed once. I've become so dependent. I can't take my own decisions now. I've lost all confidence on myself. while i used to study for 12 hrs straight earlier. now I struggle to sit for even like 10 mins. I'm always scared to do anything. I rarely feel happy. what should I do????

Anxiety

It's tough to let it out but just wanna ask if my screwed up first year Gpa is gonna affect my placements

Career

Why I am afraid to lose the person?
How to deal with this?


Relationships

my mom’s always talking about my weight and how i’ve gained some and she doesn’t shut up about it. she’s always comparing me to other girls, she tells me i should work out more, she reminds me everyday about everything that’s wrong with my body and i hate it. and bc of that every-time i eat i can’t help but feel nauseous and guilty after eating. she wants me to weigh myself but i don’t like it bc it gives me the worst anxiety and she doesn’t understand nor respect that. she can’t bare the thought of having a “fat” daughter and i’m not even close to that. it’s awful living like this i don’t know what to do and i don’t talk to her bc every time i do she invalidates my feelings.

Insecurity

I've been feeling extremely anxious lately. Small things like joining an online lecture, even the thought of interacting with a friend or a family member or posting a comment, feels so heavy & makes me shiver. The anxiety is so strong that I feel like I'm going to faint or my blood sugar has risen abruptly. Idk what to do about this. 

Who is excited about 83 movie? 
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